.:: Just Being Myself ::.

THE Last Post!

2007-04-15T03:52:00.000-07:00

Okay this is my last post here. Even though not many of my friends will be able to read this, but I just wanted to recount my whole time here at -JUSTBEINGMYSELF, blogging, crapping, and enjoying myself.

Reading back on my posts from last year, I realise how much I've grown as a person. I've become more matured, and become more vocal in my blog. Anyway, I dont really care about what others think or say of my blog and call me a loser. It's simple dealing with these kind of people. Ban, report spam, delete. Easy! My blog is written for my own personal memories and to share what's in my life with my friends. Yes, I do have friends.

The first few months of me starting this blog were just filled with my endless crapping and randomness. Well everyone goes through a period of life where they dont really think much about life and just live it! I guess I was just that happy-go-lucky Sec 2 girl who harboured BIG dreams! And I wasnt emo at that time lah. XD I'm still not that emo now. I'm growing up.

Then after that, I started to take more notice of what was happening around me... I started becoming more emotional, and abit more rational too. I marvelled at the mysteries of life, how beautiful the world is, and began to realise that I had been living in my own world for the past 13 years. I began to wake up to the facts of reality.

I remember what Panshin told me in my birthday letter, "Fourteen is a time where you learn alot." This is kind of true. I've learnt much in these seven months of being fourteen, and I'm looking forward to being fifteen. Yeah.

So that's all for my journey growing up at -JUSTBEINGMYSELF. I guess I'll be growing up and learning even more in my new journey...

Relink! http://xanga.com/menomosso/

Signing off for the last time ever,
Melody

Frustration

2007-03-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

Okay. Whatever that you see here from the next paragraph onwards is meant for only one person, but yes, you people can read it too if you want.

_____, I'm really really very irritated by your behaviour, blog posts and all. I really dont understand why these kind of words would come out of your mouth. Although I havent seen you in a long time, but I'm still pretty sure that I love you all the same and treat you like a bestie, a sister. I can feel the distance between the both of us increasing as the days go by.

Why cant you understand that there are so many people that you can call, talk to in your times of need? When you are depressed, you always forget that there is this group of friends that will never pang seh you, no matter how long you've disappeared from church. You also forget that God is always there for you, and ultimately you decide whether you want Him in your life or not. I really cannot believe that you are at this stage of life now.

I never opposed to your relationships, but I never encouraged and approved of them either. As your friend, I believe I do have the right to understand you, but not approve of what you do. In actual fact, I didnt approve because I was afraid and apprehensive that you would end up in exactly this stage that you are in now. This horrible pathetic stage. I believe that healthy BGRs should only happen when you are mentally and emotionally mature enough, and I thought you had the same thoughts as me too. Until that day that I found out you had a bf.

I am getting so frustrated that I cant concentrate on my jian bao. But who cares. I need to vent.

Maybe it's due to your rebelling that you decided to do this. I agree that your parents arent exactly the best ones that you can have, but you as a daughter must learn to appreciate them. I know I should be practising what I preach, and the thing is, I'm trying to. When I saw photos of you two together in the beginning, I was pretty convinced that you were happy the way you were then. But now, I really regret putting most of my trust in that guy.

Oh man, I'm becoming more like a mother hen. But you dont know how worried I get when I read your blog. Your posts are full of depressing words that I dont even want to read. You're just ruining your life like this. Counting the number of days that he has left you? That is maybe one of the most childish things that is in my dictionary. Why not you count the number of friends you have that actually love you like you're our one and only? Why not you think of how many people that treat you like you're special? Why not you count how many days there are to the next time you see us? Why not?

If you do really read this, I suggest that you go and reflect. I highly encourage you to come back to church. This is where all your friends are. This is where all the love is. We all love you like there's nothing else to love. Really.

See the beautiful night sky? It's filled with our never-ending love for you. God loves you even more than what the universe could hold. <333
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On a brighter and lighter note, I realised my blogskin is really darn pink! I shall go look for a NOT SO PINK one! XD

Student Leadership Camp! XD

2007-03-11T20:26:00.000-07:00

Okay! I came back from SLC yesterday... But I'm only blogging today cos I slept FIFTEEN HOURS! XD Yes. That is true. =D I broke my own record haha. So anyway I shall start on my recount of SLC!

On the first day there (Friday), I was pretty excited lah. Cos well the Camp Chief was really cool and my trainer (OP!) was fun haha! Yep so had team bonding first! Group 21 is officially THE BOMB! (BOOM!) So we were trying to balance on that big metal platform? Yep and I think our record of 8 seconds was pretty okay... I mean it's good for first timers! But I enjoyed the one on the tree trunk more cos we had to really trust Claire and Ethel for support! Aiyah it was just FUN!

Then we had Challenge Valley! Which was quite good! I enjoyed the sliding into the milo pool! Cos yeah it's fun lah! And Cal and me found out that Nanxuezhang with her specs off and hair plastered to her head looks like SUN XIEZHI! >.< The sliding down was pretty fun... Although I got some mud and sand and whatever into my nose. (I just cleared it yesterday night when I bathed) But then Ger didnt get to experience it. AWW. Nevermind! I played everything just for her! XD

Then had rafting which was fun too! XD I like rafting. Especially the sensation of being pulled back to shore! YAY. The food there was quite okay. At least it made us FOOD JUNKIES full. Really. Then had this night hike which actually wasnt really scary or what. Not shiok at all. BOO. Song session was fun! All of us were going damn high. XD

SHOWER. Oh yes! The stream of the shower I got on the first day was like so darn small and irritating! Didnt really manage to wash myself that cleanly. Nevermind. Made up for it on the second day cos the stream of the shower was much much better! XD But the lousy toilet facilities made my skin irritation (Axema?) worse. BOO.

The next day! (Saturday) Me and Calista woke the HUT 16 people up! WHOO HOO. We were like BANGBANGBANG on the door and going, "Wake up people!" And the 16 people started complaining. =D But they did get up eventually! And I love them lah. <3 Yep after the NASI LEMAK breakfast we had KAYAKING!

Kayaking was oh so darn fun! MEL LOVES KAYAKING! But my triceps are like suan cos of the incessant hard paddling! Which is also fun haha! Okay then had Rock climbing! Esther and Tessa (My two fellow CUCUMBERS!) are so darn good at it! So MAN! XD Then had Abseiling and Zipline! And I overcomed my fear of heights cos of Abseiling... I feel so darn brave now! Abseiling is maybe one of my best memories about this camp! XD

After lunch had CRC! Once again, THREEWISDOM rocks cos almost all of us did at least one of the three! XD Then had ARCHERY! Ohman I love archery so much too! I like to PEI YANG GAN QING with the board haha! I think that is like so fun! XD Then prepared for Campfire!

Dinner. Then CAMPFIRE! The whole YELLOWBADGE got so darn high! And I still have Zhuwei's "I'm the lampost!" running in my head. XD And Josy won the Yellowbadgestnicks idol! YAY. Threewisdom! <33 Had supper... Then showered... Then slept. XD

The next day had breakfast and area cleaning... Then had SARIMBUN HIKE AND OUTDOOR COOKING! It was like fun! Cos I got TANNED! Mel likes being tanned! XD Then went back to school loh. XD

So yep I watched HANAKIMI as soon as I got home... Then bathed a FORTYFIVEMINUTE shower! And slept. Until this morning. XD

OH YES. My Nanxuezhang is becoming more and more like LIANGSINAN from Hanakimi! XD Adee Cal Ger agree with me!
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I will miss the times when we cheered each other on for everything!
I will miss the times when we worked together as a team!
I will miss the times when we bonded like siao!
I will miss the times when we sang loudly and cheered!
I will miss the times when we got so amused by the trainers!
I will miss the times when we complained about the showers!
I will miss the times when we mass stripped!
I will miss the times when we banged on each other's hut doors!
I will miss the times when we kayaked together and tried to keep in time!
I will miss the times when we climbed the rock wall and cheered for each other!
I will miss the times when we overcomed our fears of heights and abseiled!
I will miss the times when we ate together and talked about everything!
I will miss the times when we arched together and bullied the trainer!
I will miss the times when we all got high together during the campfire!
I will miss the times when we sang to keep ourselves entertained!
I will miss the times when we cooked our own food outdoors!
I will miss the times when we cheered and booed OP!
I will miss the times when we sipped milo and chatted!

I LOVE THREE WISDOM!
I LOVE THE BOMB!
I LOVE GER!
I LOVE CAL!
I LOVE NANXUEZHANG!
I LOVE ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS!
I LOVE STUDENT LEADERSHIP CAMP!
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ST NICKS OI!

OI!

OKAY!

ALRIGHT!

WELL DONE!

EXCELLENT!

mm hmm! goes the little green frog one day!

mm hmm! goes the little green frog!

mm hmm! goes the little green frog one day!

and they all go mm hmm ahhh!

and they all go SHALALALALA!

SHALALALALA!

and they all go SHALALALALA!

and they all go mm hmm ahhh!

how are we feeling?!

kedeba!

kedebu!

kedeba!

kedebu!

I FEEL GOOD!

NANANANANA!

Happy Chinese New Year 2007!

2007-02-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

Okay hello all! Firstly I wanna wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Gong xi fa cai! Wan shi ru yi!

Got quite alot yesterday... The YEARLY ANGBAO INCOME! Haha. Yeah I'm expecting more next week from church... Cos yesterday is only family one! So not much lah... My family not so rich, and not so big also! But considered okay le lah! Dun ask how much! It's private and confidential!

Anyway, I saw my maternal cousins and was like pretty shocked-cum-surprised by how much they have matured. Like one is only one year older, but he's like 170 plus alreadyyyyy!!! So tall. Guys lah. And my mum was like teasing one of them who is two years younger than me, saying that is eyes very MESMERISING. Then this conversation ensued!

Mum: Eh, Mel, Fahrenheit.
Me: Huh? What do you mean?
Mum: Don't you think he looks like one of those guys in Fahrenheit?
Me: NO! -Shakes head vigorously-
Mum: Aiyah! He was very nice features! See see see!
Me: Hmm I agree! -Turns to cousin- Hello! Wei lai de ou xiang! Xin jia po de jiao ao!
Cousin: -Scratches head shyly-

But hor! Really lah, his yan shen very dian! Eyes super big! =D

I should like take a picture with that cousin that is one year elder than me and tell people he's my boyfriend! (And he can tell people I'm his girlfriend too...) Cos we realised that we look quite good together! Kidding lah. ((:

I wasnt really surprised by my paternal cousins cos I see them more often, and I'm closer to them also! We were all staring at the TV in my mama's house! We bond through TV watching! =D

Overall, the CNY was fun lah! Niceee!

And now right, I'm like officially BORED cos there's no one I can talk to!
I havent been chatting, crapping, going high since Friday night!
Cannot take it le lahhhhh!

why cannot?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 2007! <33

2007-02-14T00:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

I'm very happy now! Cos today was like one of the best VDays in my life! (Er. I've only celebrated three so far.) I really love all my friends! They're sweeeet! <3

So now I shall start thanking people!

THANK YOU:

Ger - For that bookmark? And that short yet sweet message! You're my valentine too!
Em - For the chocolates!
Zhuwei - For the Ferrero Rocher!
Joelle - For that piece of transparency! I'll continue feeding you with bread okay?
Cal - For that heart! With the sweet note on it! And the sweets!

Abby - For that Fahrenheit poster! And the song dedication - Zhao Xing Fu Gei Ni!
Panpan - For the sweet note and lollipop!
Nanxuezhang - For that nice note! And the gummies!
Christabel - For the twisties and lollipop!
Calista - For the grape thingy!
Ruijuan - For the marmee!
Eunice - For the sweets and chocolate? I forgot le.

Yanzhu - For the note and Hersheys!
Jess Ling - For the cola sweet and chocolate!
Charlyne - For the giant stick? Havent opened it up to see what it is.
Elysia - For the note and Ferrero!

Mr Hoo - For the nice chocolates!
Mr Sundram - For the merci chocolates!

Everyone else who gave me something - For all the fruit and mint pluses, Hershey's, gummies, M&M's, timeouts, ferreroes! The straw heart! (Forgot who) The rose? (Forgot who also) And that anonymous person who gave me a COOKIE... -Wonders who she is-

EVERYONE - For making my day so fun and happy and high! And for trying to make me get diabeties and get fat! -Sticks out tongue-

Yep. So I think that's all... I might get more tomoro!

Whoever that I owe prezzie... Sorry okay! I try by tomoro! Remind me!

Okay! I'm going out with my mummy to get stuff for CNY and VDay prezzies too!

BYEBYE! XDD

never wanna live life without ALL of you! <333

love you people! <333

three wisdom rocks! <333

GEMZ rocks! <333

QIU ZU rocks! <333

SNGS TOP!

2007-02-09T18:30:00.000-08:00

CHIJ ST. NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL!
TOP FOR 2006 O LEVELS!

EESH! Am superbly exhilarated now! SNGS is like in a whole BUZZ! Since yesterday!
I positively absolutely love my 06 grey badge seniors!
THEY ROCK!
Especially Phyllinda, Shumin and Vanessa!

This great news means alot of things!

ONE: We can hold our heads high in front of CEDARIANS!

TWO: We have proved ourselves worthy of it!

THREE: We have kicked CEDAR tkgs ANDERSON dunman down!

FOUR: The place in BAND ONE is secured!

FIVE: We most likely will get a day off!

SIX: The stress is on the PERFORMING ARTS now!

symphonicband. chineseorchestra. stringorchestra. choir. chinesedance. moderndance. eldds.

These seven shall bring glory to SNGS once again!
Let's strive for GOLD together!

festival prelude! sunrise! let's rock together!

the most important part of you will always be what's inside.

FAHRENHEIT AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!

2007-01-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

I have a SERIOUS HAPPINESS AND HIGHNESS HANGOVER from yesterday! Those Fahrenheit fans will know... Even Miss Lee knows who's fei lun hai leh!!! Not bad hor!

So like early in the morning Cal woke me up with her sms and I woke Em up with my call. And we decided to leave earlier cos apparently the situation there was VERY FULL already! And very full as in all the way to the carpark okay! Yep so met Cal at AMK mrt then met Em Mingxiu and Ruijuan at Jurong East mrt. And Zhuwei could come! Like so ling shi!

Then we started debating/quarelling with the head of the Security cos he was like darn unreasonable. But in the end we kind of like gave up but stayed irritated. Shall not give you the gory details. And Cal is a good debater! Really.

About around 5pm we started gathering at the place where Fahrenheit was going to enter from... Then waited until 6pm! THEN THEY ARRIVED!!! And we started screaming! This was when my darling friends realised that Calvin is actually shuai! In person! But to tell the truth, other than only finding he's a little more shuai in person, I didnt really think got much difference leh. Maybe it's cos I'm already in love with him! =D

So me Cal Em Abigail made our way back to our queue, squeezing through the crowd lah! Blame Zhuwei Ruijuan Mingxiu for getting the first hundred places. HMPH. Okay lah we not so xiao qi de! Got back to our bags! And started waiting for the queue to move!

I shall not give you the details of the waiting. They're too much to explain. REALLY. But once again we debated with the Security.

As we were getting close to the stage, we kept shouting the names of Fahrenheit haha! Then Dadong and Calvin keep waving at us!!! And I think I melted alot of times... And here the embarrassing stuff begins!!! I shall only tell my part... So as to not offend other people...

I went onstage! And then Chun sign, shake my hand, Arron sign, shake my hand... Dun really remember though... At Dadong there, I was like gushing alot of stuff lah! Er something like, "Wo zhen de hao xi huan ni! Xin ku ni men le!" Then I bei Dadong dian dao! BUT! The best is yet to come!

CALVIN shook my hand. Actually not really shake, like HOLD. His hand so big okay (Compared to mine at least)! And so warm! I didnt want to let go... And I think I didnt really let go too cos it was Em who was behind me! And she doesnt really like Calvin as much as I do! So he gazed into my eyes and smiled, and I gazed into his eyes and smiled. And I went, "Ni zhen de hao shuai oh!" And he replied IN ENGLISH, "Thank you!" I think he was happy too! Cos Abigail kind of broke his heart? And I think I made it come back together again!

Then! I waited for Em to shake finish, then we proceeded down the stage. COMPLETELY FORGETTING ABOUT OUR LYRICS BOOKS! But the DJ was like, "Ni men hai mei you na ge ci ben leh!" Then we remembered and went back to take. And Calvin was like laughing at us lah! SO MALU!!!

So that's like the gist of what happened yesterday... And now Zhuwei has this idea of setting up a St Nicks Fahrenheit Fanclub! Cos we harbour a dream that they will come our school! And abit. About HALF THE SCHOOL likes Fahrenheit! They should really come for xiao yuan yan chang hui!

WHOO FAHRENHEIT ROCKS!!! WO HUI YONG YUAN AI ZHE NI MEN DE!!! WO YAO CALVIN CHEN YI RU LAH!!! <33

Abigail! You still have to apologise on his blog okay. Go apologise for offending him!

YESH I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!

2007-01-24T05:40:00.000-08:00

OKAY! I changed my blogskin... To FAHRENHEIT!

Apparently like half the whole school is going crazy over Fahrenheit. This is even worse than last time the Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa craze. Really. St. Nicks has become a Fahrenheit paradise. >.< Me loves it!

It's been really really tiring being a Sec Three. SIGH. Cos it's like SYF year and now I'm only getting six hours of sleep per weeknight. Due to the long hours in school. I reach school like before sunrise and only get home after sunset. That's twelve hours in school okay. TERRIBLE.

But then my friends and family keep me going! You people make me laugh smile go crazy every single day! Therefore I'm going strong! LOVE YOU ALL!!! <333
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TWO DAYS to Fahrenheit yin bao shi cheng!

FOUR DAYS to Ai Dao Fei Lun Hai qian chang hui!
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festival prelude. singapore sunrise.

psycho myself into liking ALFRED REED and ADAM GORB. sigh.

The First Post Of 2007

2007-01-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

Okay. This is my first post of 2007! Even though it's like the second week already... But I still got alot to say yeah?

I shall first reflect on my 2006. Personally, it was a very fun year for me, and I made so many good friends that I believe will by my friends for life. I turned FOURTEEN! And I got into the combi I wanted! As in really really really wanted!

I've got too much to reflect about on 2006... That's only like the beginning. But I guess while we look back and reminisce, we should look forward and welcome the future! Which now is my 2007!

It's SYF year this year, and I really hope to buck up on my French Horn skills cos well, I'm SENIOR liao! And the yellows will soon SOON be the leading batch! Actually it's quite scary... Cos well I still remember the first day I stepped into SNGS! Time flies in St. Nicks!

I've got so so so much to do this year... I really need to plan my time properly!

And now for my new year resos!
1. To seek God first in everything I do and EVERYDAY
2. To play my Horn better
3. To do well in my studies
4. To keep my table neat (Which is like pretty much of a feat okay)
5. To make new friends while strenghthening friendships with the old ones!

Yep so this is my NEW YEAR POST! I know it's pretty short. But short and sweet is nice. =D

And now... The bottom part of this post is specially dedicated to GEMZ and QIU ZU!
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Heyyo people! Sometimes I really feel that I'm pretty dependant on you people cos you're like the only true friends I have in SNGS. Really. I'm an ambivert (somewhere in between an introvert and extrovert) meaning that even though I'm very very crazy with all of you, I can be damn quiet in front of people I dont know. And sometimes this behaviour hurts me.

GER - Even though I know you will like only read this dunno when, but I still decided to write for you cos well, you're my bestie and DARLING lah! We've been in the same class since Sec One and you're the only person that has stayed so close to me all this while! You stand all my weirdness and shua-ke-ai-ness and everything else about me! I know we've quarrelled a few times... But we still make up and everything's back to normal! I really dont know what my SNGS life would be without you! Even a kai xin guo like me still needs a KAO SHAN okay! And you are mine! Girl you rock okay! I LOVE YOU!!! <333

EMILY - Firstly I really wanna say that I'm very exhilarated that you converted last year! So now I'm behind you all the way! Tell your parents about your conversion okay! Dont be afraid! YOUR KAO SHAN IS HERE! I know you and Zhuwei sometimes will have some problems here and there, and you mostly end up being as sad as her... But I wanna remind you that your KAO SHAN will always be there for you! Just a call BABE! You've been a wonderful sister and also a great fellow FAHRENHEIT fan! And yes you made me like ARRON. With like one photo that is DAMN HOT, SEXAYE, SPICY! Cute too! -Starts singing Ai Dao for no particular reason- Lastly I LOVE YOU BABE! <333

ZHUWEI - You know we're not very very superbly close! But I still treat you as a sister and someone that I can talk mature stuff with! It's really nice having you as a friend cos you bring me joy! What with all your SIGNATURE QUOTES! Haha! Even though I like to tease you now and then but I believe you know that I'm only teasing horrrr! Okay I know sometimes I dont think before I speak, hence hurting your feelings. I've been trying to change that! I hope that you can be more understanding okay? I'm concerned. =D You're probably the one I care most for cos we know that you're a little more sensitive than the rest of us (dont be offended okay!). And you really deserve my care and concern! You do! So stop looking down on yourself cos everyone else looks up to you! I mean that literally and figuratively! So I LOVE YOU! Dont forget that! <333

CALIDA - FELLOW DADONG FAN!!! Spongebob Squarepants Boxers! HAHA! You are another one that really makes my day cos you entertain me so much! And we both appreciate Zhuwei's lameness cum randomness cum quoting! But. We should not bully people so much. NAN XUE ZHANG ABUSE LAH! We xue mei cannot abuse xue zhang! Or else xue zhang want to change place... Then we dieeee!!! You're a really fun fun fun person to be with! YOU ROCK OKAY!!! <333

JOELLE - I guess maybe I can start calling you my BUS PARTNER haha! Cos you take the same bus as me in the mornings! Well at least the second bus lah. It's nice having you awake me every morning with a joyful energetic "MELODYYYY"!!! Yep and you always seem tired in the morning huh! Must sleep more! Sleep is IMPORTANT! RAHH JOELLE! <333
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I guess that's all for today peeps! Until I blog again!!!

Someone who takes your hand but touches your heart is a true friend.

31st December 2006

2006-12-31T02:47:00.000-08:00

Heyyo everyone! I am here on the last day of the year!!!

And I am very very very very very pleased to announce that MELODY CHEW HAS OFFICIALLY FINISHED HER HOMEWORK!!! -Dances around crazily-

Okay okay! -Dodges bananas and whatever else thrown towards me- I know still got alot of people havent finish yet lahhh... =DDD JIAYOU PEOPLE!!!

Hence tonight I shall dance and sing the night away in church! It's a great and tremendously fun feeling to spend the last moments of the year and the first moments of the year worshipping GOD!!! Youth Ablaze shall rock the house tonight!!!
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This few days I've been noticing my sister... She's becoming more girlish... And becoming more ai mei!!! Which means she's GROWING UP!!! I'm happy about it cos soon she will want to go out with me more and spend time together... And she will start liking shopping too! =DDD

I really really look forward to the day when she will stand beside me worshipping God during watchnight service! It'll be only a matter of about 2 to 3 years!

My new year's resolution! (One of them, at least) To take care of my sis more and teach her how to grow up into a GOD-FEARING TEENAGER!!! Lyn! Dun forget! Jie loves you and always wants the best for you! Go dear dear darling sister!!! <3333

So! This is the last post of 2006!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Merry Christmas!!! =DDD

2006-12-24T07:53:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

Okay people updates on what I've been doing haha!

FRIDAY!
Went to Ger Darling's house to crash! The whole QIU ZU was there yup!!! We sang, crapped and watched HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE videos! On youtube! Yep! Ate pao mian and a lot of other junk! Weighed myself at Ger's house and actually thought that the weighing machine was spoilt cos I weighed so little! Then realised it's working and was damn happy!!!

And I came up with some weird idea too! Like cos there's this show - KO One - and there's something called zhan li zhi shu inside... So I theoried that if theirs is zhan li zhi shu then we all should be feng kuang zhi shu! My feng kuang zhi shu is 8500 haha! High rite! But I can go up to 10 000! Just like that time in Youth Ablaze LOS camp... You wouldnt wanna know. My lowest is 300 cos I'm always mad and crazy! =D

Emily is 8300 but she can go until 12 000! Lowest is 0. So damn good lah. Ger is 8500 also (Same as meee) and can go up until above 10 000! Yesh she can go the highest among us I think. Then lowest also 300. We two are the feng kuang pair! Damn crazy and high one!!!

SATURDAY!
Went for YOUTH ABLAZE CHRISTMAS SERVICE!!! THE CHRISTMAS LOVE LETTER!!! It rocks okay! I look forward to dramas put up by the YA all the time cos they're always up to standard! And this time even got abit of Mediacorp style in there lah! And it made me cry... TWICE!!! That's how touching it is.

The drama was adapted from the parable about the Prodigal Son... I guess it was a really good interpretion of the parable! =DDD

After that went for Cell Dinner! Had prata! Then went for carolling at ONE house! Yeah but enjoyed it anyway! It was fun! I love my cell!!! <33>TODAY!
Saw the drama again... Cos Christmas Service! Yep I didnt cry again lah!

Then went for Family Lunch at Thai Express... Saw Charlotte's Web! Good show!

Came home, did homework... And here I am! Slacking and typing fanfic for dearest EMILY TAN!!!

I hope I can stay till midnight... Cos I want to greet my daddy and mummy Merry Christmas before I sleep yah?

The Christmas Love Letter... Have YOU received it?

For Emily to see:
Dear God, I pray that Emily's parents will be able to accept her conversion and also accept You as their Lord and Saviour. I pray that Emily will have the courage to tell them about it and not keep You from them anymore. Lord, You see her wanting to bring them to You. I pray that they will receive the best Christmas gift ever, You. In Jesus' name I pray, (Emily say also) AMEN.

RAINING!!!

2006-12-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

Okay the rain rocks! Really really really! I love rain!!! The feeling rocks lah!!!

But basically I'm here to complain... WHY CANNOT!!!

I can give you a thousand and one reasons why she should go out with us. And I'm serious when I say I will talk to you. Cos I speak to adults more than people my age (last time lah, but I still can do it). I'm serious! This is like our FIRST time going out together and most probably our LAST time. And if I dont manage to convince and persuade you or something, I will get my mummy to do it! Because she's also on our side. We want to go out as a group and have some fun before the year ends and the stress starts again. BUT YOU DONT LET US HAVE A GREAT TIME TOGETHER. You think you're protecting your darling baobei daughter like this, but in fact you're harming her as she will never ever be able to enjoy what it's like to be a teenager. She's already been protected enough, what with the girls' school of 10 years and so. I bet you dont even let her leave your side in church. You're so overprotective it's sickening. And I can continue spouting so much more but I decided not to on the account of my best friend who is suffering under your overprotectiveness. Even a full-fledged eagle will someday leave its nest, not to mention a person like her.

I love my parents even more than ever! They only want to know WHO I'm going out with, WHERE I'm going to, and WHEN I'll be home. =DDD I love Daddy and Mummy!!! <333 Appreciate your parents, cos you know there are even worser ones out there in the world. (Which means overly overprotective lah)

Okay I decided to go call her later or something. Cos I need to sort this out. I'm not even sure that we'll be in the same class next year. BLEH YOU!!!

本人令尊很惨忍咧!!!

CALVIN DADONG TANGYUZHE

2006-12-18T05:37:00.000-08:00

EMILY TAN AH!!! This post is specially dedicated to you! Since this is my DI TAN!!! So you will definitely lose! BWAHAHAHA!!!

CALVIN CHEN YI RU!!!

JIRO WANG DONG CHENG!!!

DANSON TANG YU ZHE!!!

See! The decrease in size of photo means how much I like them haha! =DDD

Gotta go! After my weirdish love declaration...

THAILAND PART ONE

2006-12-11T05:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!! I'm typing from THAILAND!!! In Chiangmai now... And I have alot to share!

Well... Yesterday I went to this village where got tribes from the borders of Thailand! They're still fighting against Myanmmar for dunno what reason! And I saw the LONG NECK TRIBE!!! You know the one in the Guiness World Records? The bronze thing that makes the women's neck long... Yeah... The village scenery is really nice! I think Zhuwei will get sentimental there... XD

And I also went to a Snake Farm! It's kind of scary okay. But nothing to be afraid of lah!

Today I went to the Elephant Farm and fed elephants BANANAs!!! And I saw them bathing haha! They're really clever! They can paint... SEE SO CLEVER!!! And they're the ones which attempted the Guiness World Records too! I rode an elephant too! It and its mahout (elephant driver or caretaker) very playful! They kept spraying some Western tourists! And the elephant I rode on looked like EMILY!!! =DDD

Went to some caves too! Damn nice okay! Although dark... BUT VERY NICE!!! And got 24k diamonds inside too! Pictures when I return okay!

Alright have to go now! CIAO!!!

I miss GER EM ZHU CALIDA JOELLE!!! ARGH!!! <333

Something Sweet...

2006-12-07T22:19:00.000-08:00

Okay I got something sweet in my email thanks to my darling sister! =DDD

For all my friends!
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I got your back,
You got mine.
I'll help you out
Anytime.

To see you hurt,
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.

And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldnt matter
Who's wrong or right.

If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.

If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Dont you worry,
Let go of your fears.

Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end.
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SEE SO SWEET!!! Okay it's what I want to tell all of you my dear friends! You rock okay!

And you make my life bright! =DDD

Something on my mind

2006-12-03T19:03:00.000-08:00

I dunno why, but I've been pretty turned off ever since I knew something.

It's not important, but I feel that it's wrong due to my values. I mean, sex must only be within marriage! And personally I dun want to like people that are not virgins.

This doesnt mean I'm forever not going to like any Taiwanese singers anymore for I know that most are not virgins, but knowing that they're not will only lead my liking for them to decrease.

Perhaps you people wont really understand, even though we share the same religion and are supposed to have the same values. Maybe it's cos the values have been drilled into me since young, and although I accept the world as it is, I still keep very close to my values.

I believe that God wants me to let all of you know that sex is only within marriage! As Christians, we must keep to God's commandments!

Hence I'm still very turned off.

I decided what I'm going to give Em for her birthday! (Might be counselling leh! From me!) Sometimes I really want to talk to you and encourage you not to fall into Satan's traps. Girl! You gotta know that God is always by your side and He will never leave you! Love you!

~~ARGH. Sometimes I wish she wont nag so much. But that's another topic. (She's going around nagging EVERYBODY okay!!!) Why cant she let me do what I want. I know what I have to do!!! Leave me alone!~~

Lover Of Our Souls Young Ablaze Camp 2006

2006-12-03T07:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO! I'm back from Youth Ablaze Camp! I slept 5 hours after coming back haha! Cos I didnt have 10 hours of sleep in two days okay! But Camp was GREAT!!! =DDD

Some things that I learnt from camp were that we Christians in Singapore are very fortunate compared to Christians in China. We can proclaim our faith here, but in China, they cant. About 50 million Christians in China have to be UNDERGROUND CHRISTIANS! That's a huge number okay!

And I also learnt GOSH. To make the best choices, we should always put GOD first, then OTHERS, lastly SELF, in order to get a HEAVENLY perspective! So I shall put that into practice the next time I need to make choices!

Holy Spirit Night was FUN!!! I got touched by God. It was like a really refreshing experience for me. My whole Christian life was renewed by God. And I want to stay close to Him, by His side just like how I was during the camp. This means that I must do QT! No matter what.

If you've noticed, I'm really quiet when I'm with people that I dun really know, and I take time to warm up to them. I guess before I got touched by God I always thought that I'm an introvert, and sometimes I'm alone. It makes me feel really lonely. But God knows my feelings, and He told me that no matter how alone I would be, He would always be there beside me, with me. It's really comforting to know that. And I've been feeling God's presence all the time after I dedicated my life back to Him.

Therefore I kinda pity those who didnt go for the camp as it was a really touching experience. I had a wonderful encounter with God. Uncle Daniel Lim is a GREAT speaker! And the camp was planned out really well. I enjoyed it thoroughly. Hence I have decided that the next camps, I shall invite people and introduce them to Jesus Christ!

Lastly, before I sign off, I shall end with the camp theme song!
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INDESCRIBABLE

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colours of Fall to the fragrance of Spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Chorus:
Indescribable, uncontainable
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing, God
All powerful, untameable
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humply proclaim
You are amazing, God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the Sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Ending:
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and you love me the same
You are amazing, God

NANJING SHANGHAI!!! <333

2006-11-21T18:36:00.000-08:00

Okay hello! -Waves madly- I'm back from my trip to Nanjing and Shanghai! Yesh it was fun! And I already miss the times there. Sad.

I've learnt alot of new info (Zhong Shan Ling and Ming Xiao Ling), made alot of new friends (Calida and Joelle!), and had alot of FUNNNN!!! Really! Well, you've got to understand the QIU ZU pretty well before you comprehend that it was really fun! =DDD

Some things I will always remember!

Ger's mama-ness! XIONG MAMA!!! And the ghostly hands... And the warm warm hands that I always use to warm mine up! =DDD And our ku li! Me always piao-ing gao yin when I go "FAA-IINE" (fine) and Ger cracking up at it! Our bickering! =D

Zhuwei's special slang, "STOP FLYING!" (To the flies and mosquitoes in our su she room), "STOP LAUGHING!" (To us when we laugh about the "stop flying" one) and the best one, "IT'S SHO EXPENSIVE! THEY'RE CRAZY!" (Should be talking to herself as she read the room service menu out to us)

Emily's blurness and craziness! She will go crazy at TWELVE MIDNIGHT!!! Cinderella! You should really have seen her laughing lah! She freaks you out if you're not prepared... And her blurness! HUANG NAI NAI or AH MA!!! Stuff stuff stuff sai sai sai your luggage!

Calida's talkativeness! LEI KE SIIII!!! Her mouth cannot stop for one minute! It has been proven! =DD And the super duper wonderful DADONG CRAZE!!! Dun worry, I'll burn the DVD for you SOON... (If I can figure out how to burn...) JIRO WANG DONG CHENG ROCKS OKAY!!! The big bear hugs!

Joelle's laughter! Yay! RAHH-ness! The "MELLLODYYYY" and "JOEELLLEE"s, then the big bear hugs! =DDD Hope you get well soon okay girl! Then we can RAHH again and again forever! Jiayoujiayoujiayou! Skipping! Yay!!!

I seriously think I'm just going MAD. Okay. Anyone wants me to elaborate on the actual trip itself? I shall consider cos it MIGHT bore you out. BUT!!! Lots of pictures! I'm loading into Sony Imagestation cos apparently my blogger uploading doesnt work! I shall post the link when I'm done! =DDD

I'm high! Talk about natural ecstasy! We have it! =DDD

I shall go do the new GEMZ blogskin! It will be finished! SOON!!!

-Changes web to Adobe Photoshop-

I'm just bored.

2006-11-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

Okayyyyy! I'm going to die of boredom. Very very soon.

Anyway! I'm getting pretty high the past few days due to new fanfics! Dedicated to the one and only G.E.M.Z!!! Yeah we rock! So, now I'm getting damn high lah. Contradicting my dying-of-boredom statement. =D I like doing this kind of thing.

Band today! Oh yeah! I love my horn! Mr Horny Mel! My embrochure's getting pretty out of shape. I need to get it back in shape for SYF! Festival Prelude! Whoo hoo! Soli... Must jiayou on my high F and G! Use diaphragm, not throat!

To amuse myself, I came up with some weird thing last night. So far only Zhuwei knows this. My Singaporean boy next door! Dun bother asking why. Really. I'm not in love LAH!!! And I think Calvin Chen Yi Ru's smile rocks. I like his dimples! Cute deep dimples! YEAH BABY!!!

So! Now after all my little high-ness and whatever... I shall go back to moaning and groaning about my too-much-time. BOREDOM!!! Makes you wanna die.

brace yourselves, cos G.E.M.Z. will rock you!
my singaporean boy next door.

=DDDDDD

Funny Cantonese Joke!

2006-11-03T06:55:00.000-08:00

Okay people! This is a really funny and cute joke that Daddy told me the other day! But hor, you must know cantonese in order to see the funny side of it!

[If you cant see the chinese words below, switch encoding to Unicode or Chinese Simplified (HZ).]

One day, an ang moh was in Hong Kong. He boarded a taxi.

Taxi Driver: (Whatever he says is in Cantonese) 先生，要去哪里？
Ang Moh: What?!
Taxi Driver: 好啦，弯！-After turning- 先生，要去哪里？
Ang Moh: WHAT?!
Taxi Driver: 好啦！弯！-After turning- 先生，你真的要去哪里?
Ang Moh: WHAT?!
Taxi Driver: 好好好！弯！-After turning- 先生，如果你不说你要去哪里，你就要下车了！
Ang Moh: WHAT?!
Taxi Driver: -Stops car- 先生，你一直要我弯，但你没有告诉我要去哪里！下车下车！
Ang Moh: WHAT?!?!

Okay! This joke must be those that understand Cantonese than can understand de! It's damn funny okay! I was rolling on the floor laughing after I heard this!

I think I'm a very fortunate girl! I have such a humorous guy as my Daddy!

Whoo! I love my Daddy! And my Mummy! And Lyn!

SEC 2 UNITY 2006

2006-10-27T04:11:00.000-07:00

A picture says a thousand words. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Sec 2 Unity 06 classroom.

See the very very smooth and clean blackboard? It's thanks to me, Pan, Zhuwei, Em and Meiqin!

The 2U on our window.

See the very nice scenery outside?

Our class is mainly purple, thank you very much!

With all the tables stacked up like that, our class looks so so so much bigger.

Sec 2 Unity noticeboard! Done by Waiteng and Shiqian!

Pan, Em, Me, Zhuwei and Ger!

GEMZ! Wo de xi nu ai le is all dependent on you!

Ger my bestie and darling! =D

Presenting the one-head-taller-than-me Zhuwei! We look like sisters hor! =D

Emily my dear tablemate!

Panshin my pee-poo partner!

Sylvia Foong my twin soul! Both of us man yue on the last day of school! (See date jiu zhi dao le!)

Mingxiu!

Tracy!

Okay! More pics coming up! And they will be pretty rubbish ones! =D

Tomorrow. The Last Day of School.

2006-10-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

Sec 2 Unity. I'll miss writing that on my worksheets, handouts, notes, test papers and so on. It's the end of the year 2006. And the end of my year with Sec 2 Unity.

Sec 2 Unity. A really great class. Fun. Energetic. Full of ideas. A class where laughter can be heard every single day. A pretty boisterous class, yet one that is bonded, close and emotional. Anyone that steps into our class will have a not-so-good first impression, yet after a period of time, comes to love us.

Sec 2 Unity. A class where everyone stuck to those from their Sec 1 classes in the beginning of the year. A class where we had different interests, and did not bond. We still do have different interests, but we bond well, and laugh together.

Sec 2 Unity. A place where I've found close friends. A place where I've learnt real friendship. A place where I've become more and more rou ma day by day. It's been a place that I've felt accepted, wanted, and cherished.

Sec 2 Unity. Somewhere I will never ever forget. Somewhere which I grew up alot, from a 13-year-old mindset, gradually to a 14-year-old mindset. Somewhere that I discussed, up to the point of debating, everything under the Sun. Somewhere I know, I belong.

Okay lah! I think tomoro will be a really emo day for all of us. I will cry, I know.

Right now I just feel like spending more time with Sec 2 Unity. I want to hug alot of people.

Blahblahblah

2006-10-22T07:59:00.000-07:00

Okay. Picked up something from Amanda's blog. And something else from an email.

A- You like to curse a lot
B- You like people
C- You're wild & crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- Damn good kisser
F- People adore you
G- You never let people tell you what to do
H- You have very good personality & looks
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everybody loves you
K- You are really silly
L- You live to have fun
M- One to have fun
N- You are dead sexy
O- You all one of the best in bed
P- You are popular with all types of people
Q- You are a hypocrite
R- Fucking crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with
T- You're loyal to those you love
U- You really like to chill
V- You are not judgemental
W- You are very broad-minded
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y- One of the best damn gf-bf one could ask for
Z- Always ready

M- One to have fun
E- Damn good kisser
L- You live to have fun
O- You all one of the best in bedD- You have one of the best personalities ever
Y- One of the best damn gf-bf one could ask for
You know what. I'm not really sure about that...

It sounds bimbo-ish okay. Why did I take that?!
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SEPTEMBER LOVER (See LOVER again.)

Hella sexy, loves sex n makin luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!!! (Dun wanna know)
Active and dynamic. (I think so. I can go high...)
Decisive and haste but tends to regret. (YEAH)
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. (Zi lian? I think so)
Strong mentality. (Er. I think so)
Loves attention. (I think so)
Diplomatic. (YEAH)
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. (DOUBLE YEAH)
Brave and fearless. (Dunno)
Adventurous. (Dunno)
Loving and caring. (YEAH)
Suave and generous. (Dunno)
Usually you have many friends. (USUALLY, yesh)
Enjoys to make love. (Dun wanna know)
Emotional. (YEAH)
Stubborn. (DOUBLE YEAH)
Hasty. (Dunno)
Good memory. (I think so)
Moving, motivates oneself and others. (YEAH)
Loves to travel and explore. (Dunno)
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover understand. (Dun wanna know)
You are a great match with somebody in July. (JASON HSU MENGZHE!!! OH YEAH!!!)

Fahrenheit

2006-10-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

You can not believe it if you want to, but seriously, I'm really going crazy. Really.

The reason to my going crazy and zi-highness is another Taiwanese Boyband. Yep. I can never stop going crazy over Taiwanese boybands. After 5566, it's THEM!!! Fahrenheit, 飞轮海!

I can go crazy just listening to their songs or looking at their pictures. It's true! Right now, I feel like jumping out of my chair, screaming and waving my hand like I'm in a concert. Okay. That's pretty random.

You've gotta know me enough in order to stand my craziness. I thank all that have been enduring enough to stand me. I know I can get really crazy at times.

I have no idea why I'm blogging about this too. Sheesh. I feel darn high now. There's no one on MSN and Winglin is down! What can I do now? Blog loh. About what? Some random stuff in my life.

SIGH.

I'm going to listen to Fahrenheit! Thank you people! For listening to my crap.

Ahh Random Lah

2006-10-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

Ok! After school le. And I'm here in the library with nothing to do. Hence, I'm now using the comp in the library.

I'm waiting for Zhuwei lah. Dun ask anymore.

Nothing much these few days... Haizz. I will blog when something INTERESTING happens.

Started Band again yesterday. Missed my horn so so so much lah! And yes, I still can play! I played the horn until my hand orh cheah! Haizz. Today alot better le.

Ok lah. Got nothing else to blog about le.

Oh yah! Everyone go visit this blog...

GEMZ in place

Ciao! Till I blog again!

exams. are. OVER!!!

2006-10-06T21:38:00.000-07:00

I shall now scream to the whole world that

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!

Yup!!! They're over!

The haze is getting worse. And the PSI (Pollutant Standard Index) reading has gone up to 80. It's still within the "moderate" range, but everyone please take care of yourselves!
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Yesterday went out with Jolene and Tung! Went to Kbox! Sang alot alot alot of superbly nice songs! Celebrated like SIAO!!!

I hereby declare that I LOVE KBOX!!!

Ok people! Now that my exam stress is relieved, I shall have to go back to being up SYF stress!

My horn, my horn, my horn!

Intensive horn practice, coming up!

Haze is a suspension of smoke and dust particles in the air.
Oh get away Geog!

Lover Of My Heart

2006-09-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

I've been reflecting. Every single message that I hear, I am touched by God. And I go down for alter call. Is God calling me? Is He waking me up? Am I... One that is going to do great things... For Him?

I want to be a soldier, an instrument, a BMW for God. I do. I want to show the world what a good God He is. I want to show my friends that I am made in the image of God. I want to show everyone that being a Christian is good, it is worth it.

Uncle Daniel's message today... It inspired me. I want to show all those around me that God is LOVE. I want to love others like how God loves me. Dear God, please let me love others as I love myself, and forgive others as I know I have been forgiven.

Thinking about it, maybe God really does want me to reach out to others. To be an instrument for Him. It's the road that God has chosen for me.

When God calls me, I want to be able to say to Him, "I'm here, Father. I'm here, by Your side."

I want to draw nearer to Him. I want to reach out to others and be that plank of wood they cross when going to God. I want to share the gospel with them.

I WANT MY FRIENDS TO KNOW JESUS CHRIST.

I want them to know His love. His everlasting love. His merciful love. His forgiving love. His neverending love.

I want to bring my friends to Christ. I want them to be saved, to be loved by the greatest God.

God, I'm presenting all my friends to you. Every single one of them. Help me to share the gospel with them. Help me to be their kao shan in times of need. Help me to bring them back to Your side.

God, I'm leaving all my worries in Your hands. Studies, Friendships, Relationships, everything God. I'm leaving my friends' worries with You too.

God. Forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.
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LOVER OF MY HEART

All I want, is to see Your face
All I need, is a moment of grace
It's in You that I have the faith
To stand up and be strong

Cause I know, I'm no longer bound
It's in You, that I have found
Peace of mind, freedom from my sin
And the power to love and forgive

I want to walk with You, every day of my life
To talk with You, in the good and the strife
You're my friend, You're my Father, for all time
Nothing can keep us apart
You're the lover of my heart

FOURTEEN!!!

2006-09-27T00:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was MY DAY!!! Hence I now proclaim that I am FOURTEEN!!!

Thanks Daddy and Mummy for the FORBIDDEN CITY tickets and the Jack's Place lunch and the Yoshinoya bian dang and the BITTER CHOCOLATES!!! Thanks for all your LOVE this Fourteen years!

Thanks Ger for that SUPER SWEET present!!! Even though is all from your house... But I think you very she bu de to part with them! Cos it cost alot alot alot! Ahh thanks for that Powerpoint! I almost cried ok. YOU ZHI DE!!! ZHI DE DANG WO DE BESTIE!!!

Thanks Pan for that SWEET letter! In your (by Em's terms) SEXY handwriting! Yah! You made me almost cry too! Haha! THANKS PEE-POO PARTNER!!! (But I still want that jar of stars!)

Thanks Em for the two packets of fruit plus! Even though it's finishing already... But anyway. THANKS TABLEMATE!!!

Thanks Vanessa, Weiling, Lijie, Felicia, Yanzhu, Mandy and Rena for the SMS birthday greetings!

Thanks everyone else who said Happy Birthday!

Panshin said that Fourteen is the age where you learn alot! Ok! I'm all geared up to learn! I shall be receptive!

Teach me! And I shall learn!

Back to mugging!

Surrender

2006-09-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

I’m giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I’m giving you my dreams, I’m laying down my rights
I’m giving up my pride for the promise of new life

Chorus:
And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you

I’m singing You this song, I’m waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain
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This song touched me alot today during worship. It made me realise that I must surrender all I have to God. I want to surrender all to Him.

Dear Father Lord,

Thank You for all that You have given me in this 14 years of my life. Thank You for Daddy and Mummy, Marilyn, and all my friends. Thank You for helping me in every milestone of my life.

Thank You for carrying me through all the difficulties I faced in this 14 years. Thank You for all Your blessings to me.

I pray that You will help me to surrender all to You. I pray that I will be able to surrender my whole life to You.

I pray that I will be able to surrender my studies, my friends, my life, my addictions, my idols, everything I love. I pray I will be able to put my future and my dreams into Your hands.

I pray I will be an instrument for You to play, to invite others into your kingdom. I pray that You will use me for the futherment of your kingdom.

Thank You for bringing me through this 14 years. I pray that I will be able to use my time and life properly with Your help.

In Jesus' name I pray,

Amen.

Examinations

2006-09-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

Ok. I know I really shouldnt be here. But then winglin is down. And no one's on MSN.

Examinations. Fondly known as Exams to us Singapore students. Well. In the dictionary, examinations are defined as a set of questions on paper to test their knowledge of a subject. Right. In our case, examinations are equals to TORTURE and SERIOUS MUGGING.

Sometimes, staring at a book filled with facts and figures that sometimes might not be of any use in the future is just boring. I mean, like History. Why do you have to learn about the past, because it's the past? It's not like we are in the SAF or something and we have to learn about the tactics that the Japanese used to occupy us.

I do like History ok. Especially the Japanese Occupation. Ok. I'm pretty sadistic. But then, here I'm talking from a general point of view, one that encompasses the views of people around my age that I know.

I think that studying a subject that you enjoy can actually be fun. For example, people who love Chemistry will love to stare at Chem for maybe 3 to 4 hours at a go. Others dont mind having their brains filled with Algebraic figures and Formulas after the same amount of time of practising Mathematics.

I guess everyone does have a subject that they love. Well, at least like. For me, I like Maths, Science, History and Literature-in-English. Even though I dont do that well in some of these subjects (I know my Lit sucks), but I still love them! I try to do well in these subjects.

I think I'm more of a Maths, Science and Humanities person. I focus more on the earth and its principles, if you can say so. I have friends who are Languages people. Their English and Chinese is like WAHH. A1? No problem for them.

How I wish I was an all-rounded person. However, that will never be the case as you will always be better in a few subjects, and these will be your forte.

I'd better go study now. Hmm. If I cant do that well in the other subjects that I dont have much interest in, I must as well do better in the subjects I am pretty sure I can do well in.

Mathematics. Chemistry. Physics. Biology. Here I come!

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢地说我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音
我不再回忆也不再伤心

Quiz!!!

2006-09-04T04:08:00.000-07:00

From Huiwei's blog!
About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DM(Doesnt matter)

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF (shorter than me? xiang dou bie xiang!)
Wears braces: DM
Dresses Preppy: Huh?
Dresses Ghetto: Huh?
Dresses Gothic: CONFIRM OFF
Has blue eyes: OFF
Has green eyes: OFF
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes: ON
Drinks alcohol: CONFIRM OFF
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: CONFIRM OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON
Compliments you: ON
Likes to talk: ON
Shy and quiet: OFF (unless he's like superbly intelligent!!! then DM)
Good dancer: ON
Wears jewelry: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: ON
Has Black hair: ON
Has blonde hair: OFF
Has red hair: OFF
Makeup: OFF (unless in yan yi quan... then ON!)
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Loyal: ON
Laid back: Huh?
Plays guitar: ON
Plays piano: ON
Plays drums: ON
Sing: ON
He's buff (muscles): ON
Easily jealous: OFF
Doesn't eat meat: OFF
Is bi: Bisexual? OFF
Has a tattoo: OFF
Has a lip ring: OFF
Has tongue ring: OFF
Keeps long nails: OFF
Sings for you: ON
Waits for you patiently: ON
Good sense of humour: ON
Cancels an appointment last-minute: OFF
Is stingy: OFF
Is a gentleman: ON

Eh heh heh! Haha! :)))))

Get out of my sight.

2006-08-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

Please let me vent my anger. This is for your own reading, but if you think you'll feel offended by my maybe strong language, then skip this entry please.

Hello. If you want to tag on my blog, to scold me, please! Have some sense of spelling! Anonymous is spelt like that, not annoymous. Oh my gosh. Your spelling is horrible. And I guess you're from SNGS. Since you know that Zhuwei is 2 Unity's monitor. By right, you should be from Sec 2 even.

The reason to why I can tease Zhuwei is because we are good friends. We both know that it's only teasing, nothing more. We dun mean it. We know when we go too far. It's natural, because we're friends.

You know what? I think you're in love with Zhuwei or something. Because even she doesnt ji jiao with me for what I write on my blog. She doesnt really mind. You must be really sensitive in order to tell me off for the teasing.

It's not that I dun have respect. I do have respect for Zhuwei. Emily, Joanne, Amanda and Tracy too. You think I dun have respect? Well, that's up to you to decide. I know I have respect. And I think if you know the level of our friendship, you would know too.

I really think you're just totally jealous of my strong friendship bonds. I know I have at least 2 or 3 friends that will be mine for maybe as long as the rest of my life. You? I think you're not even sure if your so-called "friends" would last till tomorrow or not.

If you think that I'm not a good friend, then YOU show me what a good friend is! Make yourself known in my life, and show me. Show me how you respect your friends! I dare you. If I see you giving them lesser mutual respect than what is due, I'll make sure you're treated that way too.

It's women intiution. I roughly have a few names in mind. I roughly know who you are. And, intiution rarely fails me. So I have an 80% chance of being correct.

If you dun like me, get out of my sight. You'd better. Get lost, I tell you.

I guess my ai de jiao yu has not been working. Haizz. I'm going to drastic measures already.

God, bless this person whoever she is, no matter how much she hates me, no matter how much she wants me to get out of her life, no matter how much she kan wo bu shun yan. God, bless her, for You said that I must love my enemies as I would to my neighbour. I will love her as I love Ger, Pan, Zhuwei, Emily and everyone else. Help me love her Lord.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

I'm going to release forgiveness to you. I hope you will change for the better.

Crap! Yay!

2006-08-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

I feel like crapping now! Since I have no msn on this comp and hence I cannot crap and high with Zhuwei or Panshin or Emily... Shall zi-high here! :)

OHHH!!! I have been wanting to blog this for ages! Hear up people! Sec 2 Unity's dear monitor, YEO ZHUWEI, is officially PSYCOTIC!!!!! Zhuwei talks to rubbish and chalk!!! Hahaha! Last Friday! She was sweeping the floor, then she wanted to get this bit of rubbish into the dustbin! And hence! Zhuwei went something like, "Go in lah! Go in go in!" And she kept using the broom to push the rubbish in! Me and Meiqin were outside the class laughing!!! Then!!! After that! This funny conversation took place!!!

Me: -Picks up chalk from whiteboard and holds it in front of Zhuwei's face- Zhuwei! Say hello to the chalk!
Zhuwei: -Stares at the chalk with very friendly eyes- Hello, Chalk!!!
Me: -Starts laughing like siao-

Hahaha!!! I think it's darn cute and funny!

Let's move on! Next to TOH PANSHIN!!! She is a hermit??? I think. But Zhuwei calls her NINNY!!! I dun see any sense there. But anyway! It is really fun when the two of them start "quarelling"! Yup yup yup! You will be laughing like siao! Just go read Pan's blog! Hahaha!!!

Panshin is spastic and retarded!!! Yay! She can look darn spastic! And it's darn cute and funny!

On to EMILY TAN!!! Em is crazy lah. Me Meiqin and Zhuwei came up with a HEADLINE for her today!!! It's...

MENTAL PIG ESCAPES FROM MPH!!!

By-lines! Zhuwei, Meiqin and Melody! MPH stands for Mental Pig Hospital!!! And Em has three stages of being crazy!

Stage 1: Talk to myself
Stage 2: Bang my head against the wall
Stage 3: Become an angel -Em flaps her hands like wings-

Erm!!! Gosh. How did I stand all these people!!!

As for me! I'm NORMAL!!! Ok fine. Except for the zi-lian-ness and zi-high-ness! And going high over Winglin and MENGZHE!!! Otherwise I'm normal! Yay! I love being normal!

These 3 ppl are the ones that bring joy to my life every day! They make me laugh! They really make my day haha! I love these ppl! :D

You see! I enjoy my life so much! There is like no need to have a hei lian every day (talking about someone) or miss school (another someone)!!! It's just joy!!!

JOY!!!

Yay I love my group of friends! We rock can!!!

WINGLIN IS ON!!!

2006-08-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

I shall now proclaim that I am HIGH!!!

WINGLIN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

-Screams for joy-

Ok! Shall go post!

Now I feel like laughing like SEE YANZHU!!!

BAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

National Day Celebrations 2006!!!

2006-08-08T03:43:00.000-07:00

I think I'm still DAMN high now!!! Yay I love being high!!! Especially for the right reasons! Which is cos it's NATIONAL DAY!!! I love being patriotic!

Ok! So today when to school in Band uni! Yay I love the Band uni! I think it's damn nice!!! Used Shumin's silver horn!!! It's gonna be mine from today! Will miss my Sec 2 horn... But I'm looking forward to using this horn! My Sec 3 horn!!! Erm... So... Now should I call it Mr Horny Mel? Ahhh... Not yet lah. BUT!!! I like the tone of the silver horn! I felt so clear and loud! Was so inspired to play LOUD!!! Yay! Oh! I didnt use Vanessa's cos the keys too far apart! My hand too small! Played so nicely today! Please give comments ok!!! I want to know! So we can improve!

Yup after we were dismissed from Band duty, we went to keep instrus and!!! That stupid potato head didnt allow us to take off our blazers!!! What the! Rotten potato head! I want to cook him, chop him and throw him away! But anyway! I like wearing the blazer lah... Argh nevermind!

Went to find 2 Unity after that! Erm... Found them and about 6 of us were squeezing! 2 Loyalty was singing so loud! We also sang darn loud! Especially WHERE I BELONG!!! We were like half shouting half singing! Reminds me of 5566 qian chang hui!!! Yay!

After the celebration! Went out with Zhuwei Em and Meiqin! Watched THE LAKE HOUSE!!! You know what? It's SO nice!!! Were in the same show as Waiteng Shiqian Cheryl and Andrea I think! Oh yah! I came up with this theory about the ending! Here it on Friday people! Or... Pester me enough to blog about it!

Ok! So that's what happened in my life today!!! Going to buy a red tee for tomorrow! Yes I dun have any... So going to buy!

I suddenly have great inspiration!!! But not for the immediate chapters of my story!!! Ahh... Shall just write it down anyway! In case I lose it!

Ciao people!!! -Give flying kisses-

Whoops! I'm too high yah? Bao qian people! I'm really too high!!!
Oh yah! I kept seeing SEE YANZHU today!!! Like!!! How many zillion times lah! Boo Yanbooo!!!

Notice I'm blogging in NATIONAL COLOURS today!

Oooo!!! Ok random...

2006-08-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

Got this from Panshin's blog!

MIND GAME
98% or 2%

This is strange...can you figure it out?
Are you the 2% or 98% of the population?
Follow the instructions!
NO PEEKING AHEAD!

Do the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. (or drop a jaw, in my case.)
There's no trick or surprise.
Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can!Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you've done each of them ... really.
Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss something.)

1)Think of a number from 1 to 10
2)Multiply that number by 9
3)If the number is a 2-digit number, add the digits together
4)Now subtract 5
5)Determine which letter in the alphabet corresponds to the number you ended up with (example: 1=a, 2=b, 3=c, 4=d,5=e etc.)
6)Think of a country that starts with that letter.
7)Remember the last letter of the name of that country.
8)Think of the name of an animal that starts with that letter.
9)Remember the last letter in the name of that animal.
10)Think of the name of a fruit that starts with that letter.

Scroll down for answer

Are you thinking of a Kangaroo in Denmark eating an Orange? I told you this was FREAKY! If not, you're among the 2% of the population whose minds are different enough to think of something else. 98% of people will answer with kangaroos in Denmark when given this exercise.

POP 2006!!! <33333

2006-07-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha!!! POP!!! Ok still very high now! I love section bonding times!!! Yay!!!

Ok I'm gonna tell you all the fun and happy stuff first lah.

Hmm... Yesterday I went home to bathe and change! Yah... Then it was raining when I was getting to school... And the taxi driver was so nice! He u-turned for me without charging the meter! Yay! Poor Lijie and Weiling were still doing presents lah. Haizz they didnt even eat lunch. Poor thing! But your present really needs alot of xin si and hard work! So I think the seniors appreciate it alot! =)

During the POP ceremony I was quite... Dunno! Dunno how to explain lah. I would like to get a post lah, but I wasnt expecting. So I wasnt disappointed! See Yanzhu got the SL position!!! Ok nevermind. That's expected one lah. Duh right. She's the only red badge in Horn Bang Pai. Then!!! To my surprise??? Yanzhu got the SECRETARY position!!! Wah like Four Heads lah!!! Gosh I was so happy for her! Hugged her after the ceremony! =) Pamela is now our new SC!!! Ahh occording to Yanzhu she's gonna be super strict with us!!! Oh shucks lah! I thought she's nice. Heh.

Regina New got Assistant Admin! I think that's pretty expected loh. Cos she's responsible! And she was the secretary back in Compassvale... Although she didnt do much lah, but anyway. Regina has good leadership skills! Basically I'm quite ok with the assignment of posts within the squad lah... I'm not that petty!

After the ceremony started exchanging gifts! Gave my presents to the Sec 4s... I gave them a pencil case, a notebook and a letter! It was just yi pian hun luan at the canteen lah! Everyone was everywhere!!!

Then went to Vanessa's house! The Sec 4s and Sec 1s took Vanessa's father's car to her house first then the rest of us went to buy food from Chomp Chomp! Surprisingly, Chomp Chomp was pretty small!!! And they took like super long to prepare the food! Argh was waiting like siao can! Bought alot alot of food! Hmm got 2 packets of carrot cake, 2 packets of prawn mee, 1 rojak, 1 satay, 1 packet of vegie, ICE-CREAM and drinks! Ate so so so much!!!

Watched a Cinderella Story and Mean Girls until 2 plus! Then played mahjong! Ohh I think I bei ta men jiao huai le! I know how to play ahhh!!! Shucks!!! Slept at 3 plus! OHHH!!! Vanessa, Shumin and Yanzhu were sleeping in Van's bro's room, then me, Elysia and Weiling were sleeping in the hall! Elysia was on the sofa, I was sleeping on the floor in my sleeping bag! And... Weiling was sleeping with her head on the sofa, her butt on this rocking chair foot rest thing, and her feet on a chair! So I said that her butt was rocking!!! HAHAHA!!! =) Oops no offence Weiling!

This morning! We woke up at roughly 7.30am like that and got ready to go to my house to cook breakfast! Elysia couldnt wake Yanzhu up lah! I just poke her and said "Wake up" then she wake up le lah! Lousy Elysia! Ok so me Weiling and Elysia went to my house! We cooked alot leh!!! Lijie came to meet us! We cooked sausage, potato salad, egg, toast and campbell soup! It's alot can!!! Cook until it become lunch le! No more breakfast! They had brunch at 12 plus can!!!

Ok then went to Wheelock Place! Drank pao pao cha on the way! Oh man I like the mango nai cha!!! Love it! Went to Sakae Sushi and ate "tea break" there! We ate so much can!!! At least got 30 plates ah!!! Ate and talked! Stayed at Sakae for at least 1 hour! Haha I like peas!!! Phy hates them! I think they rock! Yanzhu, Vanessa and Shumin! Must agree with me!!!

Hmm so I think that's all lah! You must really be with us then you will understand the amount of fun that we enjoy!!! There is never 3 mins without laughter in our section!!! Whoo I love Horn Bang Pai!!! How I wish that this section bonding will go on forever! I want a longer time to be with them!

I really will miss the Sec 4s alot!!! They are very fun people! Most of the time when I look at them today, it would suddenly occur to me that they are leaving and I would feel like crying... Oh but I didnt cry! Just realised that. Oops random. It's like I will miss everything about them ahhh!!! Haizz!

I will miss Phy's loud and quite shrill voice!
I will miss Phy's beng-ness and AA-ness!
I will miss Phy's solos!
I will miss Phy's dressing!
I will miss Phy's height (and me always having to look up to her)!
I will miss Phy's singing!
I will miss Shu's nagging (although not that often)!
I will miss Shu's bao li-ness!
I will miss Shu's bian tai-ness!
I will miss Shu's seriousness!
I will miss Shu's cleverness!
I will miss Shu's black face! =)
I will miss Van's theory on her contact lenses and eyes!
I will miss Van's oh-so-contagious laughter!
I will miss Van's smiles!
I will miss Van's help on scores I cant figure out!
I will miss Van's funny bone!
I will miss playing 4th horn with Van!

I WILL MISS PHYLLINDA, SHUMIN AND VANESSA!!!!!!!!!
LOVE THEM!!! <333333

Random!

2006-07-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

Ok! Have recovered from everything that is bothering me! Hmm... Shall be random now and give you two songs that have the same tune but diff lyrics and they are in diff languages too!

Now presenting... Material Girl by Madonna and Bai Jin Nu Lang by 7 Duo Hua!!!
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Material Girl by Madonna (Like A Virgin)

Some boys kiss me, some boys hug me
I think they're O.K.
If they don't give me proper credit
I just walk away

They can beg and they can plead
But they can't see the light, that's right
'Cause the boy with the cold hard cash
Is always Mister Right
'Cause we are

Living in a material world
And I am a material girl
You know that we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl

Some boys romance, some boys slow dance
That's all right with me
If they can't raise my interest then I
Have to let them be

Some boys try and some boys lie but
I don't let them play
Only boys who save their pennies
Make my rainy day
'Cause they are

[Chorus]

Living in a material world [material]
Living in a material world(repeat)

Boys may come and boys may go
And that's all right you see
Experience has made me rich
And now they're after me
'Cause everybody's

[Chorus]

A material, a material, a material, a material world

Living in a material world [material]
Living in a material world(repeat and fade)
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Bai Jin Nu Lang by 7 Duo Hua (7 Duo Hua)

品味要好档次要高
名牌最重要
纯手工打造限量行销
别人买不到

把钱花光把卡刷爆
什么我都想要
要别人看见我的骄傲
我是女主角
因为我知道

男人的眼光很糟
所以才更加注意容貌
因为我知道没钱什么事都办不到
大家才都说有钱真好

身材美妙前凸后翘
韩国买的到
要领导潮流讲究格调
到法国跑一跑

想带领时尚追求新潮
就得花钞票
要别人看见我的骄傲
我是女主角
因为我知道

这世界乱七八糟
所以才更加注意容貌
因为我知道有钱什么事都办得到
大家才都说有钱真好

听听是谁在那边唱歌(我就是我)
听听他说的也没有错

真爱美妙真心难找
有钱买得到
看世风日下世事难料
有钱不会老
因为我知道

没钱什么事都办不到
大家才都说有钱真好
因为我知道有钱什么事都办得到
大家才都说有钱真好

有钱真不错
有钱不嫌多
有钱都给我
有钱我跟你走
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Notice the bian qu little bit different!

Good nite!

Dear God...

2006-07-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

Dear God...

I really dunno what to do already. I'm on the verge of giving up. Or maybe, I already have. I'm sad, I want to cry.

God, I have a problem I'm going to share with you. I feel my two friends are drifting away from me. Or maybe they already have. I dunno. Only you know, God.

God, you know who I'm talking about. I just dunt fit in their clique, the two of them are so close... So close I cant get in... Even though they are friends to me, but they're becoming mere aquaintainces... Just aquaintainces... Maybe Mummy is right. A group of three will never be that close, cos ideal friendship is only two. Three's a crowd. So one of the group of three will have to back out of that friendship, no matter how important it is to him/her. In my case, it's me.

God, I've been enduring it for so long already. Covering up for them, helping them, whatever. They dunt see it. They just dunt! They just treat me like someone who can work and do hard labour for you, yet still be on VERY good terms with you. I'm not a maid. I'm not a slave. So stop treating me like one.

God, I'm tired. Tired of continuing this kind of thing. Whenever they say something bad, even though I laugh along with them, inside, they have just pierced another knife into my heart. I really cant take it anymore. I'm tired. My heart has no more space left for them to pierce anymore.

God, yet I thank you for this kind of test. I know it is for my good, whatever you do is for my good. But sometimes, God, I feel like I'm going to fall. I feel like... I dunno. I'm scared. Scared that my heart will become like stone... I'm scared I will become unsociable. I dunt want to be.

God, I thank you for my senior. She has given me comfort when I am down. You know, God. I am truly very very touched by all the little things, all the words that she uses to cheer me up and make me feel better. I think she knows what I'm going through. God, I thank you that you have given me such a great senior, and I thank you for all that she has done for me, and I pray that you will continue to bless her.

God, this was really bothering me for very very long already. But the last straw came today, just now. I found out that I am actually a loser in their eyes. Does it mean that if I suck up to the seniors, not be that crazy as them, being a spoil sport, and not keeping my comments to myself make me a loser? I dunno... But I know that all in all, at the end, I am the victor, the winner. I have all the treasures and precious stones that I can want, and I will be living in paradise. I am your precious daughter... Your daughter. I know, that I am the winner.

God, I pray that you will help me to be strong and still love them. I will love my enemies. I will be obedient and love them, God. I pray that I will have the courage to continue with my life, and not be bothered by this too much and become depressed. I will learn to turn the other cheek to them when they slap me.

God, I pray that you will bring me through this difficult time of my life. I know that I will still be smiley on the outside, but it will all be fake to them.

I really feel like crying now... I need a hug. A big, long hug.

God, bless them. Bless my two friends.

God, prepare me for another new day where I have to see them again. Give the whole family journey mercies and shield us from any harm or injury throughout tomorrow...

In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.

A-Zs... What thing...

2006-07-05T20:17:00.000-07:00

A-Z

A - AVAILABLE?
Duh NO!!!

B - BEST FRIENDS?
Mandy!!! Ger! Tung! Jolene! Jolyn!

C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?
Jason Hsu Mengzhe!!!

D - DOGS NAME?
I dun have dogs!

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
Mummy! Or Lyn.

F - FAVORITE SINGER?
5566!!!!!!! Isnt that obvious?!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
Gummy bears!!!

H - HOMETOWN?
SINGAPORE!!! And proud of it!

I - INSTRUMENT?
FRENCH HORN!!!!!!!

J - JUICE?
Mango!

K - KISSES?
Hmm... Counting Daddy's and Mummy's??? Shall not disclose!

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
From here to KL!

M - MILK FLAVOR?
Chocolate!

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
ONE!!! Lyn!

O- ONE WISH?
To become a singer!

P - PERSON WHO LAST TEXTED YOU?
I forgot!

Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE.
I dunno. I have quite alot!

R- REASON TO SMILE?
Cos I'm happy or high!

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
Sarang Heyo I think... Ger's comp one.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
5.45am!

U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?
If it's unknown, then how I know???

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?
I dun hate any vegies...

W - WORST HABIT(S)?
Got too many...

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
One! Of my teeth...

Y - YUMMY FOOD?
Gimme Sakae Sushi or Swensen's and I'll be happy!

Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
Monkey!

Mrs Sushilla's Retirement

2006-06-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

Mrs Sushilla is retiring today. I still have alot of words to tell her... But I dunno where to start... I think that one year, that's all you need to feel her love and care. Really.

She's been like a mother to me, scolding me now and again, but yet teaching me invaluable lessons which I can study from. I remember this story that she told 2 Unity and 1 Grace before... It leaves a very deep impression in my mind... The one about the woman seeing the devil at the door... Yah...

Basically it's just the way she tells the stories. I miss her so much even now... It's only when you lose something that you begin to treasure and cherish it... Like what Tung says... 这世上没有永久的爱情，没有永久的友情... 拥有了，就要珍惜...

I will really miss Mrs Sushilla so so so much... I think that through these one-and-a-half years she's taught me, Mrs Sushilla has taught me not only what is in the textbook, she has taught me important life principles and matured me... She gave me a very good description of myself... Of what she saw in me... I felt very encouraged...

I will get those As Mrs Sushilla!!! I promise you!!!

I miss your face.
I miss your laughter.
I miss your voice.
I miss your smile.
I miss your motherly care towards each and every one of us.

I miss you. I miss you, Mrs Sushilla!!!

保重... Take care...
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Ok. This quiz is taken from Celia's blog...

Complete the sentences below with your own words and tag the number of people of the month now.

My teacher once said that
I have great potential and I will be successful in life... (Mixture of Mrs Sushilla and Ms Tan)

Never in my life have
I eaten insects!

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile is
Marilyn Chew Kit Yern...

When I'm nervous
I need Ger's jiayou!

The last time I laughed was
I forgot. Really.

My hair is
Short and dark brown.

My feet are...
Size 5 or 6... They're normal!!!

Last Christmas
I performed in ESPERANZA!!!

When I turn my head left
I see books!

When I turn my head right
I see the printer.

When I look down
I see the keyboard...

The craziest recent event was
JUBILATE 3!!!!!!

This time next year
I will be in Sec 3??? Hopefully in the course I want!

One time at a family gathering
We did super crazy stuff like run up and down staircases...

You know I like-like you if
I dun wanna know!!!

If I won an award
I would be zi high and start crapping again... But yet still quite leng jing yah?

Triangles are
Stuff you use to do Trigo and Pythagoras' Theorem.

My ideal breakfast is
I dunno... Everything I like???

If you make me really happy
I will be super high and shout and scream...

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon
TAIWAN!!! Will be going there in December I think!!!

Boys are
Quite ok. They can be your close friends if they open up to you and you open up to them...

I'd stop my wedding if
The guy cheated on me!!!

The world could do without
Poverty. I dun like poverty.

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than
Eat shit. It's true right??? I mean... You dun have to EAT the cockroach!!!

Most recent thing you've bought yourself
Cheeseburger at Macs!

Most recent thing someone else bought you
Samuel and Kevin clothes! Thanks Mummy!

My least favorite time of day is
I dunno. When I'm on the bus, tired, sleepy and hungry???

The last time I was high
JUBILATE 3!!!!!!!! Dun ask please.

The person whom I last talked to told me
Go and drink my milo!

I shouldn't have
I dunno. I dun regret stuff I've done.

Last night
I did the science coursework till 12 plus then slept.

There's this girl I know who
Is celebrating her birthday today! TOH PANSHIN!!!

There is this guy I know who
Likes my best friend... I think.

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
Thank you! I really need it.

I'm listening to
The fan in the background.

Last ate my breakfast
This morning duh right.

My bedsheet is
Blue I think.

I smell
Air.

On my table, I have
Lots of stuff. Dun wanna elaborate.

On my wall, I have
Nothing. Really.

My full name is
Chew Kit Yeng Melody.

This quiz is
Long lah!

People you want to tag
Anyone lah.

Quiz.

2006-06-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

Yah this is my 2nd post today... Erm. Quiz taken from Ying's blog.

YOUR 10 FAVOURITES
Fave colours: Lavender. Violet. Baby Blue. Light Yellow. Pink.
Fave foods: Pizza! Prata. Pandan Bread. Kuai shu mian.
Fave movies: a Cinderella Story. Princess Diaries.
Fave books: Princess Diaries Series. Diary of Anne Frank. Bu Yao Jiao Wo Mi Qi Lin.
Fave seasons: Autumn. Spring.
Fave sports: Basketball. Walking. Drills.
Fave animals: Puppies. Humans.
Fave singers: 5566. (Duh right.)
Fave ppl: Ger. Lyn. Mandy. Jolyn Teo. Jolene Gwee. MENGZHE!!!
Fave cartoon: -Sings- Scooby Dooby Doo! Where are you?

YOUR 9 CURRENTS
Current mood: Bored. Going to zi high le.
Current clothes: Singlet. Shorts.
Current desktop screensaver: Dunno.
Current time: 2.56pm
Current desire: I WANT MY 56 CONCERT DVD! I wanna watch again!
Current stead: Mr Horny Mel.
Current loves: My horn. MENGZHE.
Current rumour: Me and Kenneth Soh. Me and CaiYong. Me and that 7-eleven guy. -Pukes-
Current thought: 5566! 5566! 5566! -Interrupted by thoughts of- MENGZHE! MENGZHE!

YOUR 8 FIRSTS
First best friend: Jolyn Teo Pei Shan.
First crush: Phua Zhi Wei.
First movie: Forgot le.
First piercing: Sec 1.
First hug (with stranger): Stranger? Nope!
First toy: Minnie Mouse!
First love: 5566!!!
First handphone: P5.

YOUR 7 LASTS
Last drink: Milo.
Last sentence: One line of JJ Lin's Hui You Na Me Yi Tian... If that's not counted as a sentence, then it's "Duan Yu Qiao got AP leh!" (Whoops! No offence.)
Last car ride: Yesterday night on the way home from Kallang Theatre.
Last crush: Kenneth Soh.
Last stead: I have never stead before!
Last lie: Forgot le.
Last movie: Just My Luck.

YOUR 6 EVERS:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: NO!
Have you ever broken the law: Does Jaywalking count?
Have you ever been arrested: Nope!
Have you ever done anything bad: Broken the law and told lies?
Have you ever been on TV: Yup! Not me... CVPS Band... But I was in there lah.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: NO!!!!! I'm not like Lindsay Lohan, in Just My Luck go and kiss so many guys...

YOUR 5 THINGS WORN ON YOU:
#1: Singlet.
#2: Shorts.
#3: Underwear.
#4: Bored look.
#5: I dunno.

YOUR 4 THINGS DONE TODAY:
#1: Woke up.
#2: Ate breakfast.
#3: Watched 2 episodes of Ge Dou Tian Wang.
#4: Almost high-ed about JJ Lin.

YOUR 3 THINGS HEARD NOW:
#1: JJ's Hui You Na Me Yi Tian.
#2: The Fan.
#3: The Keyboard.

YOUR 2 THINGS YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT:
#1: GOD!!!
#2: MUSIC!!!

YOUR 1 THING YOU WOULD DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
#1: Watch TV or use computer or read books.

JUBILATE 3!!!

2006-06-27T22:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was JUBILATE 3!!! Yay! I think we did quite well know... From the videos that Daddy took... It sounds quite ok... But... I think we're our best critics. But we shouldnt be too hard on ourselves. So... We sound ok.

Ok I'm talking crap. But anyway... I think I miss my horn leh. DO NOT ASK WHY. Maybe it's cos I played my horn so much that now I miss it... Hmm...

Yanzhu now officially has a lao gong! Which is of course her darling horn, Mr Horny See!!! And she has a di san zhe! Erm. Louise's trombone. I think Yanzhu like trombones now! Aiyoh she ah. Ok fine whatever.

Bonded quite a bit yesterday! Was super tired when I reached home. Ahh I love my band uniform so much I almost wanted to sleep in it! Ok but I didnt!

Yah. So that's what happened yesterday.

I would so miss school just for BAND!!! I would, and I could.

My section rocks!!! HORN BANG PAI!!!

I just love SNSB!!!

MUSIC IS MY LIFE.
SNSB IS MY LIFE.
FRENCH HORN IS MY LIFE.
I JUST LOVE MY LIFE.

Freaked out!!!

2006-06-20T20:59:00.000-07:00

Ok. Yesterday I just found out that NOTHING on my blog can escape Weiling's sharp eyes... So I shall admit! (Even though I would already have hundreds of times...) I do like HIM. But the intensity of it has already gone down as I am slowly accepting him as just a friend, just a friend. I'm also accepting that he only treats me like a little sis and I hope that our friendship can go back to when it was before I told him I liked him. I do know who he likes now... But I cant say... And I dunno whether it's true anot. So yah. That's it.

Ok Weiling?! So stop it ok.

Oh yah! Yesterday after band at 7-eleven, I got the GREATEST SHOCK OF MY LIFE!!! Erm. We were buying stuff right, then Lijie said something like, "Move lah, Melody." So I took my packet of chips. Then that guy at the cashier said, "Thank you, Melody." I was so freaked out lah!!! OMG! I dun even know that guy, except that I know he works at 7-eleven. And he looks like JC or Poly already lah!!! Wah lao. Then in the bus Weiling kept laughing. OMG lah.

I think he likes me loh.

Cos everytime I go in there right, he will like look at me when I'm paying... Like really want to dian me like that lah!!! I never kena dian before. Haha! The only ppl I kena dian before are HIM, Steven, Mengzhe and Zhang Dong Liang. Yah. Other than that I never bei dian liao.

WAH LAO EH!!!

Ok fine. I shall stop fantasizing, so as Yanzhu says. I am so not fantasizing lah! Shall stop talking about it then.

CHURCH CAMP!!!

2006-06-16T21:33:00.000-07:00

13 to 16 June 2006!!! Those were about the best days of my life!!! Ok... Maybe not... But I really enjoyed those few days!!! Ahahaha!!! Still very high now! And yay my hei yan quans are gone! Cos I slept alot alot alot! Ok so shall now tell you about these 4 days!

13 June 06 Tuesday
Reached church at 7.45am to take the coach to KL, Malaysia. Suddenly found out that HE was in the same bus as us! Dunno why! I've been looking through that bus list for dunno how many times le and I just found out then lah! Mandy was teasing me lah. Wah lao her!

So in the bus Mandy and I were sitting right at the back! Then during the journey to Immigration got a few times his friends teased me and him and then he also got glance at me! Haha! So after Immigration we changed bus then he was sitting the last row with us! Ok so Mandy and I were like sleeping then wake up then sleep again during the whole trip to KL! It's 6 hours ok?! How to dun sleep!!! Then when I was awake that time I caught him looking at me again lah! And Mandy found out that he and his friends were playing some Truth and Dare game when we were sleeping! But Mandy was pretending lah! Wah you clever lah Mandy!

After we reached the hotel - Pyramid Tower KL - we had some briefing and checked-in to room 10143! Heh. Erm later went down to dinner and on the way found out that he was on the same level as us! Sat with him and Joan and some other ppl during dinner and I couldnt finish my food! Was eating damn slow cos they (esp him) kept making Mandy and me laugh then Mandy kept laughing! So I kept laughing lah. Cos Mandy's laughter is super contagious! It's called machine-gun laughter! If laughter could kill, Mandy would have killed 100 ppl just with 1 min of laughing! Ok so maybe that's exaggerating a little. But it's true ok!

Then there was worship and message! Erm didnt sleep cos we slept alot during the bus ride... Hmm it was quite ok lah! Speaker for our camp was SP Derek Hong from COOS (Church of Our Saviour)!!! He's good and I like his stories!!! After the message went back to hotel room and slept!!! Duh right.

14 June 06 Wednesday
Woke up at 6am cos Daddy said go eat breakfast early...

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17 June 06 2.36 and 41 secs pm!!! OMG!!! Just received something from him... Oh gosh... Wont say what it is... Guess yourself... Wont be a SPOILER yah? Heh I'm being so shen mi now... Come on someone Wah Lao me!
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So we went for breakfast at 6.30am and the food was still very very hot and nice! Ate some stuff and then went back to the hotel room! And slept again until 8.45am then went for service.

After service had lunch! With them again ah! Aiyoh Mandy kept laughing again! Then after lunch went to play DDR with Kenneth Soh, Mandy and Joan! Erm Kenneth Soh and Mandy kena pai by Abigail they all! But I think they only pai dao Kenneth Soh. Cos Mandy was behind the pillar! And the DDR so hard! My whole legs all so suan after playing!!! Oh yah then kept suan-ing Kenneth Soh! Dunno why I can suan him so well cos I usually dun suan ppl! It's true ok the only ppl I suan are my closest friends... Even so I dun suan them that much also...

Ok then skipped the Indoor Games... Stayed in the hotel room with Vicky and Mandy and just totally crapped there... Aiyah anyway it's optional right...

For free and easy went out with Mummy but in the end ended up watching Lyn skate! Mandy made a promise that she will be better than Sarah Tan one day and skate in front of her and jump and twist... Erm must continue on that dream ok Mandy!!! Jia you!!!

Had dinner, service and slept. Nothing much happened. Duh! What can be so interesting about the message...

15 June 06 Thursday
Had breakfast at that early early time again! Haizz kept wanting to sleep... After breakfast went back to hotel room to sleep again... Slept till 8.45am like that then went for service... SP Derek Hong told us about his church's story! Erm I dun wanna repeat it here lah...

Then after service had lunch and went to the Theme Park to play. Hmm only took one roller coaster! And it's not that shiok also lah. Just turn here turn there then go down then what thing lah. Mandy dared to try it! Yay improvement! But why did I keep screaming... I dunno either! Just for the fun of it I think... Then walked the SUSPENSION BRIDGE until halfway... Wah sai it's damn scary!!! Somemore got one part is got grills on the bottom of the bridge lah! Purposely to make you look down de! Mandy was abit shocked when she saw that thing... In the end started walking fast back to the starting cos we didnt want to be on that bridge anymore!!! Ahem. Both Mandy and I have JU JU JU GAO ZHENG!!!!! Wah I didnt even dare to look down lah! So cant blame us right...

Ok then it started raining very very very heavily! Daddy, Mandy, Lyn and I were taking shelter in the arcade there... Played TIME CRISIS!!! But according to Mandy Time Crisis 3 is better so I'm persuading her to bring me to Plaza Sing to play... So now I'm addicted to TIME CRISIS and DAYTONA!!!!! Aiyoh played so much!!! I think we spent RM40 on the games lah! Ran back to the hotel and got terribly wet!!! Erm but I think it's fun lah! Running in the rain...

Then had dinner... And after that the highlight of the camp... HOLY SPIRIT NIGHT!!!!!! Ok so I was sitting with Clarissa they all cos Mandy went shopping with Steven... Erm I got the gift of tongues!!! But must practise yah... Will try everyday... Had quite alot of fun... I was like running to the toilet bare-footed... But at the end didnt have one part where we all jumped around and shouted and ran around the room... Aiyah actually I enjoy that part alot... And that room very the big loh! All the youth can run lah... But nevermind! Cos it's already very very good le...

Went for P-R-A-T-A!!!!! The prata is so BIG!!! Couldnt finish the thing... Wah... Then went back to the hotel and SLEPT!!!

16 June 06 Friday
Ate breakfast really late... Woke up really late also... Wah deprived of sleep... I think that time I already had my hei yan quans... Just didnt notice only... I very little get hei yan quan!!! So you can imagine how tired I was right... Haizz... After message packed up and went out with Kenneth Soh and Mandy... Ate burger, went arcade again and played TIME CRISIS!!! And Daytona I think... Yah I lost lah! Was 3rd... Mandy won me by little bit only!!! Kept crashing into the wall and chasing Mandy and Kenneth Soh... Wah Kenneth Soh damn pro ah! He use Manual still can go until so fast!!!!! Xian mu xian mu!!!

Ok then checked-out and boarded the bus... Was busy trying to finish the gum I bought and catch up on my sleep... Haizz managed to do it but I didnt chew the gum while sleeping... Even though my surname is CHEW... Which reminds me... Whenever at the mealtimes Kenneth Soh and Joan would be like "Melody Chew Melody Chew Melody Chew Chew Chew"... Irritating! Oh and Sean Chew helped me to fire back! Hmm I think is helping himself lah! Cos he's Chew too... Duh right...

Hmm on the trip home also played Dai Di with Kenneth Soh, Jon Neo and Mandy! Jon Neo was impersonating Johnny Zeng on the bus... Dunno what I zeng your car zeng your butt! Darn funny and lame... I think it's from mrbrown.com or something... Oh Kenneth Gwee found out something about Kenneth Soh and Yingzi (the girl he was sitting with on the bus) like half and hour after Mandy found out and told me lah! Kenneth Soh was leaning on Yingzi's shoulder! Then they wanted to take pic of the two of them... And one guy called James I think said like "Smile, smile!" and spoiled that beautiful picture... Haha!!! Aiyah so now Kenneth Soh's dead! Haizz very ke xi lah! Never take that picture... I would be laughing at it like siao lah!

Ok then went home and slept! Then woke up at 12 noon yesterday...

Here are a few things I learnt from camp!

I learnt that HUMILITY IS NOT THINKING OF YOURSELF LESS, BUT THINKING LESS OF YOURSELF!!! Need me to explain? Hmm... Humility is not thinking that you are not good and all (Singaporean thinking), but thinking less of yourself and more of others! Understand?

WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET!!! And I learnt to prophesize! So if you imagine the correct stuff, the things that God wants you to imagine, you will get it! -Smiles-

COURAGE IS DOING WHAT IS RIGHT IN SPITE OF BEING AFRAID!!! Example! When your friends offer you drugs, having the courage to say no is great! Even when you're afraid, must have courage! And do the right thing! I look up at ppl who have great courage to do great stuff... Like Helen Keller!

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Note: At this point when the blogger is posting, she has just done quite alot on her da zuo ye, so her brain is pretty washed out by Helen Keller and Da Chang Jin... Please forgive her...
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Ah whatever! Haizz I shall stop now cos it's really late at night and I should be getting some sleep! Will be posting pics and stuff of church camp later on today!

To Kenneth Soh: You must be really sad today right... SHE didnt go... Heh!

Band Camp!!!

2006-06-11T21:11:00.000-07:00

Ok!!!! So now I shall list down what has been happening in my glorious life for the past few days!
Thursday
Woke up real early, showered, changed and went to sch for band camp!!! Ahhh!!! Ok. So found out that my group has only me and a Sec 1! Darn pathetic!!! So we jie san-ed and I joined Cheryl Choo's group! Got 4 Sec 1s I think and me and Cheryl. Yup yup! For the day games, we had to make this poster to promote our Chocolate Factory, we were Hersheys! I think our poster was nice! But our presentation was nicer! Heh. Cheryl was so... Erm... Rou ma!!! I kept xiao chang-ing during our practices! But our performance was nice! And we cheorograph until very good! So yah! We won! Haha!

Then during the day games still... There was this game where we had to blow the ping pong balls out of the container! Yep we cheng gong! I blew out 2, Cheryl blew out 1 and we blew out another one together! In the end me and Cheryl looked like lao ah mas and the Sec 1s were all so clean! Yanzhu was very very shocked when she saw me! Heh.

After that we ate lunch together as a group! Talked about lots of stuff! Erm... Weird stuff... Random stuff lah! After lunch we bathed and had band prac! Hmm... Bonding again lah!

Then we had Section Dinner! Haha! Huiwei came back! We were eating pizza lah! Phyllinda was like squeezing me and Yanzhu to the side! Ok not that bad... But yah four of us were sitting on one bench! Yiing Huey, Phyllinda, Me and Yanzhu! Ahh.

After dinner was NOMS!!! Yanzhu's noms! So we were all sitting there... I was killing insects! Erm those kind of light insects... Cos they were landing on me... And everyone else I think... Yanzhu was in the last group of ppl! They so bad lah! Give them the drills also give until so long and so diff! But Yanzhu very good! She do until very nice! Heh! I think Yanzhu did well! But she's her worst critic, so ask her if she did well anot lah.

NIGHT GAMES!!! Ok the fave part of the camp!!! Haha! The Sec 1s were all quite scared lah... Then almost everything also push to Cheryl and the Sec 4s do... Aiyah... Then someone cried... Cheryl was like 'Dun cry! I dunno how to take care of you all if you cry...' Yiling also! I think I shall not mention that person cos she doesnt wanna be mentioned lah... I only screamed once! Ahaha! And we didnt finish the whole trail lah! Didnt get scared by Pamela...

Slept with Marilyn and Sarah! They both slept lah! And Lijie Weiling Elysia and Yiing Huey were at the other side of the room! So... Cant really say if they were noisy anot!

Friday
Erm... Had breakfast... We all ate OREO!!! I found out that oreo in milk actually is quite nice! Hmm... But we didnt twist lick dunk! So yah...

Then we watched a movie called DRUMLINE!!! It's about this guy who plays the snare drum... He play until very very very good!!!!! But he cant sight-read! Oh darn! And he has a bad case of AP... Yah then Sarah was going 'Percussion is the pulse and heartbeat of the band! The band cannot move without us!' I was staring at her like... Erm... Aiyah. But I liked the rhythm they chanted when they were practising under the rain... It's something like boom -rest- boom boom -rest- kak kak! So it's darn nice! I still got the tune in my head!

Oh yah! Weiling fell down when going down the step in the MEP room. Erm... Didnt see how she fell but I guess that she tripped lah! She was so in pain... Aiyoh... So she went home after lunch! Yup... Get well soon Weiling! Both your leg and your (according to Yanzhu) sexy voice! Heh.

Then had Sec 3 Noms the Conducting part! Yanzhu looked so so so graceful when conducting! I think she's quite good... Then had Section bonding!!! Ahhh!!! Played our very own version of heart attack!!! According to Phyllinda, it's quite quiet! But I dun think so leh. Cos Yanzhu and Lijie kept screaming!!! Oi!!! And Yanzhu scream until very funny! Me and Lijie kept laughing and laughing! My tummy hurt lah! Now I think of it... I still wanna laugh!!! Ahhh!!!

Ok then played Stress with Lijie and Marilyn until quite late... Hmm... We were the only ones left from band in school lah! Then went home and slept!!!

I think that this band camp was very zhen gui... Cos it's the last one for the Sec 4s and our last time to crap and have fun with the Sec 4s during camp! So yah... I will miss Phyllinda, Shumin and Vanessa!!!!! Ahhh!!!

Saturday
Didnt do much... Went to Compass Point for dinner! Ate Kentucky Fried Chicken! Then went to Metro after dinner and bought alot alot alot of stuff! Erm I bought 3 T-shirts, 2 shorts, and quite alot of underwear! Mummy wanted to get some coffee maker for Daddy to bring to office but didnt get it! According to Mummy, we spent "quite alot of money for nothing". But I got new stuff to wear for Church camp! Dunno whether HE is going anot... Ahhh...

Yup then surfed the net... Found Huiwei's blog and HIS blog and... Dunno just did some stuff...

So that's all for today... Really excited about CHURCH CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!! Mandy we must be guai this time! Cos I wanna listen to the speaker de!!! Oh yeah!!! Going SUNWAY LAGOON!!!!! Getting a tan again!!! Hahaha!

BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!!!!!

2006-06-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! I think I will never ever ever forget this day in my whole life lah!!! 4 June 2006 at Sentosa!!! BHF was so fun!!! Ahhhhhh!!! Still very very high now! Dunno can sleep anot!

Ok so... Should I spare you ppl of the details??? I think I should right. Or else my tagboard will be filled of messages saying that I'm very luo suo. Hmm... Aiyah hack care.

I was late ok!!! A little, but anyway still late!!! Argh. Cos I thought that we started at 12 noon, so reaching there at 11.45 am would be still quite ok! In the end, Weiling called me at 11.15 am and told me that we had to be in school be 11.30 am!!! Ahh!!! So was praying that the bus would come quickly and it did! Yay! Praise the Lord!!!

Yep yep... So when we were in Sentosa, we played 3 songs! Erm. I thought we were supposed to play alot alot alot right? Aiyah nevermind. Then we walked a very very long way to Tanjong Beach! Where we makan-ed! And after that made balloon hats! Aha I like mine! But it's all burst now...

Ok so after the parade we went back to school! Everyone was still very high (at least horn section!) cos Phyllinda was like singing and Shumin was singing also! Me and Yanzhu were declaring that we didnt know them! They were singing alot of songs! All Chinese! In the beginning Phyllinda was singing MY SONG!!! Melody by Tao Zhe!!! See? I'm so famous I even have my own song! Ah whatever! Oh yah. Lijie and Weiling pang seh me! But nevermind de lah! I'm not so soft-hearted.

Went home with Sarah! She was acting guy all the way to the bus-stop!!! Ahhh cant stand her! Cos she has a sore throat and talk very low, so it sounds sha ya and darn guyish lah!!! Wah lao. -Goosebumps...-

Ok! So that's roughly what happened today! Still very high! And I think that my voice will be back to normal tomorrow! Yep so now I needa sleep!

I miss the shouting of SNSB everytime it's the call-and-answer part!
I miss the screaming whenever the emcee said ST. NICHOLAS!!!
I miss the ODD and EVEN shouting when we were practising!
I miss Renette (correct???) always saying the timings to the movements behind me!
I miss crapping with Yanzhu and Sarah!
I miss Phyllinda's singing!!!
I miss BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My horn is called Mr Horny Mel! What kind of a name is that?!

Going high again...

2006-06-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

I just found out from Jeris' blog that J-STARS GOT BLOG!!!!!!!!!! As in individual ones lah!!! Ehyo ehyo ehyo!!! Going high high high again!!! I think I go high very easy nowadays... Always zi high... (Even Lijie knows how to say that! Achievement!)

Ok lah! So here are the blogs that might be of interest... Will be putting them up on my links also... The rest of the J-stars one can find on the blogs cos they are all linked...

Tony 孙协志
Zax 王仁甫
Sam 王绍伟
Jason 许孟哲

Mengzhe jus looks darn cute in the photo on his blog! -Screams for immense joy- I think he melts my heart everytime I see his photo!!! Ahhh!!! Shall continue staring at him now...

Balloon Hat Festival Fever!!!

2006-06-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously getting the balloon hat festival fever already!!! Ahaha! Got that tune running in my head! That call and answer part! XDDDDD

Band prac yesterday was a long long LONG and TIRING one! But it was jus super fun!!! We were practising for BHF (Balloon Hat Festival) and my mouth was like, sore and worked out after the 2 plus hours of practising our repettoire! Ms Sia was quite irritated with us leh... Sorry Ms Sia if we didnt perform up to your standards yesterday!

It was jus super funny lah! Apparently Mr Ong left the Sec 1s UNATTENDED. Hmm. Ms Sia told him to find them, then he was like, "Cannot lah. The LITTLE TOTS (!!!!!) are playing hide-and-seek with me. Very difficult to find them." He is so darn... Aiyoh!!! And then later Ms Sia and Mr Ong were "bickering" cos Mr Ong kept on butting into Ms Sia's conducting! So Ms Sia was like, "You show them how to swing lah!" Then when we were playing, I looked at Mr Ong then he was like dancing lah! I tried not to laugh but I failed. I think Yanzhu saw it too lah! Darn darn darn funny!!!!!!

Yesterday was a tiring but fun day! Cos we were marching and playing and raising our instrus and all... I think we were all getting into BHF Fever!!!

Ok! Looking forward to BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!! It's at Tanjong and Palawan Beach in Sentosa on Sunday!!! Go if you can!!!!!

Blah

2006-05-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

Basically, horn section was darn pathetic today! Only 3 of us lah... Phy Lijie and me only... Plus the Sec 1s... Haizz.

What did we do today? Erm... We rearranged the files, sorted out all the scores for Balloon Hat, and played. Duh on the last one right. I think I sound horrible. I cant play fast lah. In 6 triplets, I only manage to play 4. Wah lao. I need to brush up on my playing skills!!!!! Ahhh...

All I can look forward to is BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL!!!!! Where the whole french horn section will go super crazy and all... Yup yup yup! After that will be band camp, then church camp!!! Happy happy happy!

Ok. So this is considered a lame post. A quite redundant one. Heh. I am so darn random lah.

June Hols Schedule!

2006-05-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

Ahhh!!! I'm gonna have a fun, busy, exciting and CRAZY June Hols!!! I think I will LOVE the hols this year!

And believe it or not, I already miss my horn and horn section! I dunno why. I will bring home my horn tomorrow and practise! In order to keep my embrochure in tip-top condition so that I will be able to play NICELY on Wednesday! Then shall bring home on Thursday again and keep the good good embrochure till Sunday! I have to do this in order to play my BEST for BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL on Sunday!!!!! I think I will be going on a horn craze! Heh. I like.

So here's my schedule lah.

Tue 30 May - Band prac
Wed 31 May - Sentosa Balloon Hat Rehearsal
Thur 1 June - Band prac
Fri 2 June - Free (for the time being)
Sat 3 June - Free (for the time being)
Sun 4 June - BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL at Sentosa!
Mon 5 June - Free (for the time being)
Tue 6 June - Band prac
Wed 7 June - Free (for the time being)
Thur 8 June - Band camp!!!
Fri 9 June - Band camp!!!
Sat 10 June - Youth Ablaze Day Camp! (Dunno whether going anot)
Sun 11 June - Free (for the time being)
Mon 12 June - Free (for the time being)
Tue 13 June - CHURCH CAMP at KL Sunway Lagoon!
Wed 14 June - CHURCH CAMP at KL Sunway Lagoon!
Thur 15 June - CHURCH CAMP at KL Sunway Lagoon!
Fri 16 June - CHURCH CAMP at KL Sunway Lagoon!
Sat 17 June - Free (for the time being)
Sun 18 June - Free (for the time being) FATHER'S DAY!!!
Mon 19 June - Free (for the time being)
Tue 20 June - Band prac
Wed 21 June - Free (for the time being)
Thur 22 June - VCH Band Competition Rehearsal
Fri 23 June - Free (for the time being)
Sat 24 June - Free (for the time being)
Sun 25 June - Free (for the time being)

I think that all those "Free (for the time being)" slots will be taken up by homework, HOMEWORK and MORE HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How to have time to go out leh?! Oh wait. I will be going out! Definitely!

And the school thinks that with the amount HOMEWORK that they give us, it is considered little enough to "not take up more than half of our holidays". Wah lao. I will die very very soon! If you want the exact list of all the homework we have, please go to the "Links" section and click on Panshin's blog. She is one diligent girl who took down all the homework.

I think that whoever mentions the word "HOMEWORK" to me again will get a great reprimanding from yours truly.

I take back whatever I said in the beginning of this post. Ok. Maybe not. I shall enjoy my hols even with all that HOMEWORK. So now I shall go look for my homework. Wah lao.

Blogthings

2006-05-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

Found this website... Here is some stuff...

Your Birthday: 26 September

You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena.
Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top.
You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate.
Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success.

Your strength: Your attention to detail

Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes

Your power color: Turquoise

Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up

Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh.
You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link.
You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them.
You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist.

Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry.
If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Terra Surfer
Your Superpower is Willpower
Your Weakness is Color Purple
Your Weapon is Your Poison Claws
Your Mode of Transportation is Boat

What's your Superhero Name?

You Are Friends With Potential

There's a little spark going on here, no question about it
Will this develop into a hot romance? Look to your guy friend for clues.
Does he flirt with all his female friends? Or are you an exception?
If he's giving you special treatment, you've won a part of his heart already.

Is He More Than a Friend?

That goes to show how overly crappy I can be... Haizz.

Random Stuff

2006-05-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

Ok I found these 2 websites on Felicia's blog... Argh they're darn annoying lah! I kept smacking myself on the head and rolling my eyes like... You know. So here are the Melody-CONDEMNED websites... Will be putting them in my links too...

DONT CLICK LAH!
DONT CLICK EITHER!

I still prefer you to click it! Hehe.

Another link that you should go to...

what do ppl think of your face quiz

The results from this quiz... For me...

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

This is mainly quite true hor. Believe me or not.

Anyway I went out today with Mummy... Yu gou-ed the 56 concert DVD... Happiness! But there was no dong gua cha... Please someone explain to me why... And I cut my hair. It's real nice ok... Layered it! I think my hair only looks nice when layered. I dun like ma tong gai hairstyles...

Geraldine! I no longer have a ma tong gai hairstyle anymore... And Weiling, my hair looks like yours le... Just not as thick! Cos my hair is naturally thinner than yours yah...

PPR Term 2 2006

2006-05-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

Oh yay!!! Melody's a very happy and estastic little girl today!!! Hahaha! Cos I got my PPR le and THERE IS NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!! -screams for joy- Oh yeah!!! -big big big smile-

In case you ppl are interested to know, here are my results...

Term 2 only:
1 A1 (Mathematics)
4 A2 (Higher Chinese, History, Science, Home Econs)
3 B (English, Geography, Art)
1 C (Eng. Literature)

Cumulative (Terms 1 and 2):
1 A1 (Home Econs)
4 A2 (Higher Chinese, History, Mathematics, Science)
3 B (English, Geography, Art)
1 C (Eng. Literature)
Overall %: 69.6

I'm very happy with my Maths, Science, HCL and History marks! Cos they're all my fave subjects... Plus Home Econs lah! But I'm disappointed with my English and Eng. Lit cos they are supposed to be my fortes! Back in Pri Sch, Chinese was one of my not-so-good subjects! I totally scored in English lah!

Aiyah. I shall just work doubly hard next term and get better marks! Shall turn all the Bs into As and A2s into A1s! Of cos A1 must remain lah! Anddd I have to find some way to push that C up... Hmm...

Must jiayou ok? Everyone dunt be too sad! There's still some months to the EOYs! We shall work hard together!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!!!

I will miss the times when I became so darn crappy among Ger they all...
I will miss the times when Pan goes totally siao and starts toking everything but sense...
I will miss the times when I told Zhuwei not to cry...
I will miss the times when we keep laughing and laughing and laughing...
I will miss Geraldine...
I will miss Panshin...
I will miss Zhuwei...
I will miss Colette...
I will miss 2 Unity!!!
I will miss Rachel too I think...

We shall have fun fun fun in BAND pracs during the hols! What a better time to BOND!!! -jumps for joy and screams-

Quiz!

2006-05-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Mandy
2. Jolyn Teo
3. Ger
4. Jolene Gwee
5. Hiu Tung
6. Panshin
7. Zhuwei
8. Colette
9. Lijie
10. Weiling
11. Yanzhu
12. Phyllinda
13. Vanessa
14. Shumin
15. Isabel
16. Marilyn Chew
17. Sarah
18. Marilyn Lee
19. Steven
20. Kok Wee

How did you meet #14?
EX fellow 2nd horner! My senior lah.

What would you do if you never met#1?
Erm... Lose a TWIN SOUL!

What would you do if #9 and #20 dated?
Laugh like siao! Heh. Cos one's crazy and the other's a dog. Puppy in fact.

Do you ever like #19?
Hmm... Maybe.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
They should! Cos both are crazy and hardworking!

Describe #3
My jiemei! Cheerful, hardworking and siao!

#8 is attractive?
UH HUH!!! She's so darn chio!!!

Tell me something about #7
She's TALL!!! 176 cm ok?!

Do you know any of #12's family members?
Erm... She has a sis and a bro. But I dunno anything more.

What's #8's fav?
DANCE!!! and CLICK FIVE!!!

What would you do if #18 confess that he/she likes you?
NOT POSSIBLE!!! If she does I'll not believe it and tell her to say that to Wang Shaowei instead.

What language does #15 speaks?
English? And problably Singlish too. Oh I know! Youth Ablaze language!

Who's #9 going out with?
WEILING. Apparently that's what she said on her blog.

How old is #16?
10 this year!

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
Erm... Last Thursday I think...

Who is #2 fav singer/band?
Not sure but should be 5566 lah.

Would you ever date #4?
NO!!! It'll be total chaos! And I'm not lesbian.

Would you ever date #7?
DOUBLE NO!!! That is so darn... Ew!!!

#15 single?
I think so.

What is #10 last name?
LEONG.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
Maybe! But she might prefer spongebob. Why do me and Weiling say the same stuff?!

School of #3?
CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School

Where does #6 lives?
Woodlands? Either that or Yishun.

What's your fav thing about #5?
She's someone I can tok relationships to.

Have you seen #1 naked?
Unfortunately for HER (and me) , yes.

CHOSEN 5 PEOPLE:
Mandy
Ger (I dun care must do!!!)
Marilyn Lee
Zhuwei
Panshin

Ok this quiz is jus so random!

Argh today Zhou praised me in front of the class lah. Wah lao. Let me get this clear. I am patient with old ppl not cos I have old grandmas at home, but I have the natural talent for it. Pi lah. Ah whatever. Still feeling very very weird after all that EMBARRASSMENT!!!

Shopping!!!

2006-05-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hahaha! Envy me! I just went shopping today! And I had vocal training too! Come on, xian mu xian mu! Hehe.

We did 3 songs in vocal training today! Which is an achievement! But there was a cell going on in 303, so we didnt really get into it like last week... Haizz. Didnt use the mic, but I like my sound without the mic! Haha. Backup rocks!

After vocal training me and Mummy went to Plaza Sing for PT. If you know me well enough you'll know what it is. I'm not telling... Watched POSEIDON!!! And tried this thingy from the food court called... Erm... Hong Kong Crispy Egg Balls!!! It's quite nice ok? Next time go there must try! Poseidon is quite a nice movie, it's a thriller... Sort of. But the theatre... Well if you like getting frozen to death, you can go there to check it out. Ok. So I'm toking reviews here.

Got a Roxy bag! It's really nice, blue and brown... You'll see it on Tuesday! Haha... It's real rare for me to get all these ming pai stuff cos I'm not that rich! To tell you the truth, I only have one pathetic OP sleeveless in my wardrobe. Ahhh. But who cares.

Before going home went to the newly opened TS in B2! Saw some stuff I really want! Take note hor... For my birthday...

1. Zi Jin Zhi Dian VCD Wan Zheng Ban
2. Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa VCD Wan Zheng Ban
3. Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi VCD Episodes 1 to 10 (Actually I would prefer if you buy me the whole thing when it comes out... I dun mind waiting)
4. Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2 VCD

I think I should yu gou the 56 2005 concert... Cos it will sell fast... And I mean FAST!!! Like one to two days sell finish the first ten boxes! Really lah!

Erm... Gotta sleep now. Cos Daddy's not in town and I need to take bus tomoro! And tomoro going LITTLE INDIA!!! Aw man... Good nite then!!!

Dunno why I so high

2006-05-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

I dunno why now I so high!!! Just read Celia, Jeris and Cheryeng's blogs! They all post on today the auto session!!! Ahhhh!!! Then dunno why read until gen zhe high qi lai... I think I really mad lah!!! Never mind it's normal. I think.

Zhuwei!!! End of the year when their new album come out got auto session we go together ok?! Die die must go hor!!! Then u can help me take pics! That's the good thing about being so tall lah!!! Must go must go hor!!! To see ur Xiezhi and my Mengzhe!!! Must go!!!

Ahhh!!! Going high now!!! Dun ask me why also!
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Celia's blog got this quiz... I do now lah.

1. How many crushes have you had?
GOD!!!!!! I dunno about the rest but main ones are MENGZHE!!!!! And him...

2. I will recommend this song called...
Erm... Cai Hong Yan Lei! and other 56 and Sweety songs!

3. Mummy, when i grow up i wanna be a...
Singer in Jungiery!!!! :DDDDD

4. Describe urself n ur features with at least 5 pts.
LOVE GOD, LOVE 5566!!! Optimistic, happy with life, short (I'm only 148 cm ok) :(((

5. The most imitate thing u done with the opp. sex is...
Kiss my lao dou (my daddy lah! dun xiang wai) on the lips... Believe it or not!

6. Your nxt birthday present will be...
Anything that I like! Most likely CDs and VCDs!!!

7. What do you want to tell your current crush/ex/lover?
God: I will love you for eternity!!!!!
Mengzhe: I LOVE YOU!!!
Him: I like you, crush you, hope u can jus treat me as a sis cos I noe u dun like me...

8. Who are the nxt ppl to do this quiz?
Hmm... Anyone who visits my blog!!! :DDDDD

Whoo! Project!

2006-05-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

Am very happy now but quite stressed! Why? Cos my group was chosen (unanimously) to do the Shui Hu Zhuan competition thingy!!! Oh gosh. Rewrote the whole script yesterday, ao ye-d to do it until 11 plus 12! Sent it to Pan, Ger and Zhuwei to edit, Pan came back with changes, I changed more and sent back... So we've been sending here sending there since this morning.

Right now it's at the fifth stage of amendments. Haizz.

Personally what keeps me doing my very best (sometimes not very) at every project is the drive of being able to represent my class at stuff, to wei the class duo qu rong yu... That's why I'm so happy this time round! But I know that this achievement will bring us stress, cause us our memory and all. So even though I love it, I know with all my heart it is tiring and stressful.

Why do I love this kinda thing so much? The exact main reason is bcos I have done it before, I have done it many times. I remember in P5 I represented the SCHOOL in a storytelling competition, and got an wei jiang in the finals. I remember that in P6 we had SYF and we mugged so much, just to get that rong yu, just for that GOLD!!! I remember that we went to Australia and won their competition there, left an impression on the ppl that we met there, and got SINGAPORE into the limelight. How great could that be?

However, I cannot deal with too much stress. I will just break down and cry... So I am glad that this time, I have 4 very good friends and classmates that I can count on to share the workload, and I am thankful for them. I pray that we will do our best and get the championship for Sec 2 Unity!!!

If we do our best, God will do the rest.

Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

Mummy's Day!!!

2006-05-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

Happy Mummy's Day Mummy!!!

Do u noe why in my house we call it Mummy's Day??? Cos today is not only Mother's Day, but also Mummy's Birthday!!! Only this year lah. Heh.

I'm currently at my cousin's house... We having bbq here. I smell of the smoke. Ok. My cousin say write I'm stinking of the smoke. But the smoke is not that pungent lah. It's just... Erm... Smoky.

My cousin's laptop is cool!!! The keyboard rocks. Seriously.

Ok. So I think u girls (and guys) should be quite muddled about my family lah. Well...

I'm not gonna tell u more. Cos I think it's not nice to proclaim to everyone about my family on the Internet.

So I am quite guai ok. Humph.

Ok. Byez!

Visions

2006-05-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

I tot I should jus share this with everyone that comes to my blog.

It is important. Really.

I am one person who sees visions during worship... They usually come when I'm in deep worship... So I have had this vision for 3 times already, the last one being last Sunday, so I really think that God wants me to do something about it. He already does lah.

The first time, I saw this road, a very very long, winding road, leading to a place very far off. I could see that there were some ppl walking on this road in front of me, like Daddy, Mummy, Aunty Doris. They were all looking back at me and beckoning me to join them. I turned around and saw my frens behind me... First quite near to me was Mandy, then Ger... Then the pre-believers that I know... I asked God what the road meant and why Mandy and the rest were behind me... Why was Mandy nearer to me than Iris and all...

God told me that very first time that the road was the Road To Heaven. Daddy and Mummy were in front of me cos they were closer to Him... God told me that I had to go back and pull Mandy and Jolyn and everyone else up to walk with me.

The second time I saw this vision, it was the same road, but somehow I was further from my parents already. I turned around again and saw Mandy even further behind me already... I asked God why. He said that I had not kept close to Him and I slipped back down... Mandy also... He told me again to go back and pull them back up.

The third time I saw this, there was no one in front of me. I turned around, and saw my frens very very very far behind... God told me that He wanted me to concentrate on my frens, and bring them all back to Him, bcos they are all His children. He also told me that I seriously had to be an everyday Christian and not jus a Sunday one. I asked Him to help me. God told me that I had to get the ball rolling first, I had to take the very first step, then He would help me...

I can clearly remember all those who were behind me...

Mandy
Iris
Victoria
Ger
Jolyn Teo
Jolene Gwee
Lijie
Weiling
Sarah
Meimei
Panshin
Zhuwei

And many many others... All those who know me... Everyone.

I pray for all these ppl behind me that I will be able to pull them back up with me and continue the Journey with me. Amen.

I need to sleep. Goodnite!

Myself

2006-05-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

I took a quiz sent to me by Tung yesterday. Here are the results...

I put in order of what is most important to me...
Family - Love - Pride - Career - Money.

Which means I will die for my family and love! Heh. And I dun care about my career. I put my family and love first. That is SO romantic!

I am loyal. Hmm.
My partner will be cute?! Heh.
My enemies are a NUISANCE to me! Agree!!!
I interpret sex as NICE?!?! Since WHEN?!?!
My life is CALM. Oh yeah.

Ger is someone I will never forget...
Panshin is my true fren.
Marilyn is someone I really love...
Mandy. You are my twin soul. So I cant live without you!
Cindy Jie is someone I will remember for the rest of my life! Oh yeah!

My dream (to become a singer) will come true on a Saturday.

WHEN LAH.

Ok! Heh. Back to work!

YeYe

2006-04-27T18:25:00.000-07:00

YeYe passed away at 6am this morning in his sleep. But I am not sad. Cos I know that YeYe is up there in Heaven with God, at the place where there are no more sorrows, and YeYe is smiling down at me. I know he is safe.

After we finished praying for YeYe last night at the hospital, YeYe clapsed his hands together, as if he was praying. At that moment, my tears started flowing freely, uncontrollably, even though they already had been... I really couldnt take it anymore. Mummy said that his spirit prayed to God, asked for forgiveness, and be saved! Mummy said she felt at ease, cos YeYe could go back home to God, to his place in Heaven.

It will be weird without YeYe. Without him at CNY... Without him at... Everything the family in involved in... But YeYe has lived up to a ripe old age, a prosperous one, and his has accepted Jesus Christ as his personal Lord and Saviour. So...

What need I fear of thee, Satan?!?!

YeYe is in Heaven now, far away from the gallows of Hell. One last thing I want to tell YeYe...

I love you. Byebye, YeYe.

I'm not sad. Cos I touched YeYe for the last time yesterday and called his name. He died a peaceful death. And he is in Heaven with God.

Hello!!!

2006-04-26T19:46:00.000-07:00

Ahh! This is my new blog!!!

I dunno why I decided to delete my blog also... I think cos I want a new start, a new beginning! Aiyah. Whatever.

Ok. Just a short intro. Bye!